Nightmares pt1

127 13 1

by BanAnna_Joy2005

by BanAnna_Joy2005

Sometimes, I just wanna sleep forever.

I don't want to face the day and all the events packed into it.

Sure, most people look forward to starting fresh and doing things.

They are eager to wake up and forget all of the bad memories they face in their sleep.

But you see...

It's the opposite for me.

When I sleep, I enter a dreamland.

I forget all the problems of the day for a split second.

I forget how much I hate myself.

And when I wake up,

That's when the nightmares really start.

That's when I'm reminded how stupid I am.

How I will never be good enough.

That there's no point in trying.

That I should just give up.

So why wake up?

Why do I have to get out of bed and act like I'm okay?

Why do I have to?

I don't.

Maybe one day,

When I'm too tired of all the nightmares,

I won't get up.

I won't have to face them.

And can forget about all of my problems forever.