I am a Victim

Feelings

I don't know what I'm feeling anymore.

I don't know if I'm depressed,

Sad,

Or numb.

But I'm not happy,

I'm not good,

I'm not okay.

I feel like I'm losing my mind,

So lost and confused.

Hurt and betrayed.

Maybe I'm depressed inside and don't know it.

I act happy on the outside,

But I don't know what to feel on the inside.

I just don't know.