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I can't do this to her. I wanna be with her because she makes me feel happy and safe, but i'm too scared of what everyone else will think, or do. I need to get over it because it's her or the people in this town, and i choose her, but right now she doesn't know that.
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Carmen♡: i know it's late but ur probably awake and i wanna see u even tho ur mad at me. i'll make it up to you bc i love you.
Carmen♡: im coming to ur house in 20 minutes. better be ready ♡
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"what do you want?" angel's voice called from up above me.
"why are you on the roof?!" i asked, ignoring her first question
" i asked you first,"
"fine, then help me up,"
she grabbed my hand after i crawled on something that im not entirely sure was safe to step on, and helped pull me up.
"i need to talk to you about something," i said, not knowing where else to start.
"i figured so since you just climbed on to my roof. im listening," she said sarcastically during the first part.
"I wanna be with you, but im scared. I love you and even though I still don't understand why I just do. Be my girl and save me from this hell,"
"You don't want me to be your girl,"
"I wouldn't have said it if i didn't mean it,"
"I thought you liked this little Catholic life," she said accusingly.
"I did. But in this place we can't be together. And i wanna be with you," i said trying to make sense to anyone but myself.
"You're not made for the real world honey, its a dark and scary place filled with demons. You aren't ready for that yet. How 'bout we try to be together, here, for a bit? Just say the word and we can leave."
"okay. what about daniel?"
"break up with him duh,"
"yea, you're right,"
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the two girls, a match made in hell, layed on top of angels pastel house and watched the stars together, talking and enjoying the other's company until the dark blue sky melted into a cotton candy color, like some of the houses in the neighborhood. it was almost the tims where Carmen would get caught if she didn't leave.
she successfully made it home and back in bed, pretending to have dreams about boys, a d heaven, and all the things in between. But for Carmen, when it came to Angel, heaven isn't as beautiful as her.
Angel Baby- Rosie & The Originals
