Love Is Bad.

- Chapter 4 -

~ 1 week later ~

1 week had passed and Sam didn't come to study. I was over at Wendy's house and she told me that Sam is really sick which made me feel bad for him.

Today, it was Monday! I don't know why but I just woke up active.. I woke at at 8 am. So, I went to shower then I straightened my hair and wore my black leggings , red shirt and red sneackers (you can see the outfits in the pic that is with the story) after that, I kept checking my phone while waiting for the time I go to school..

Finally, it was 9:55 am. I walked to school until I arrived after like 5 minutes.

I entered the class and took the last place. Moments later, Sam arrived and when he was about to sit next to me, Wendy took his place which made him sad. But I didn't care because as I said 'I got over him' when the lesson ended, Sam kept talking to me. I don't know why but I felt so happy when he talked to me..

At the end of the day, I went back home tired but so happy. Everything is back like it was. Sam is back to school.

He looks so fine and he even talks to me like the way he used to do. I still remember the way he looked at me when I was about to enter my science class. He was standing in front of the door. Looking at me. His eyes were so light. Damn, how can someone have such beautiful eyes like his? His eyes are between the green colour & hazel. When he looks at me like that, all what I could do is just blushing or smiling. I also still remember when I was walking with my friends and suddenly, I found him in front of me. He got few steps towards me and all what I could remember is the close eye contact we made. We were so close. it's like we were going to kiss but no kissing at school, right? and thats why i smiled at him one last time and entered my class quickly.. gosh, I don't really think that I got over him. No, I still do like him..

~ the next day ~

It's Tuesday which means I had to practice sport at school. I didn't want to anyways.

We did some jogging and some stretches but I felt so sick and that's why I told the teacher that I need to get some rest. Emma did the same because she wanted to stay with me. So, we both took a place next to our classmate 'Lina' & Sam. We kept talking together. Sam was looking at me the whole time and I can't even describe how happy I was while talking to him.

3 hours later, we had to study a history lesson. So, Sam took a place next to me. We were both sharing the pens together while having fun and writing. He would always look deeply into my eyes and smile. I really love it when I catch him looking at me while I'm writing. It makes me like him even more and more. And I also like it when he gets closer to me, grab my hand and keep talking about different stuff. He's the first boy that made me feel special.

I didn't go to school on Wednesday but I kept thinking about him the whole day. I was laying on my bed while chatting with my friends on 'FaceBook'. All what I could think of is just the things that happened between Sam & I in these past 2 days. I was happier than ever. Even though, I know that Sam doesn't want to date me anymore. I mean, we're just friends. He even said that to me on Tuesday when I was sitting next to him. He said 'thank you, sis' with a small smile at the end. It's like he friend zoned me or something? But I don't really care. Because for me, being his friend is better than being his enemy and it's also better than not talking to him, right?

These 2 days were the best days of my life. I'm so happy. I hope that tomorrow will be a happy day too!

I guess it'll be a good one or maybe it won't?

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That was all chapter 4. If you want to know what will happen tomorrow between Sam & I, keep reading :)

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