Love Is Bad.

- Chapter 13 -

next day morning:

I woke up at 9 am. I directly went to the bathroom with my phone in my hand. I found my self checking my social medias which took about 20 minutes from my time. (yeah, that's what happens when you go to the bathroom with your phone)

I went to the kitchen trying to eat something since I'm that kind of people that don't like eating their break fast. it just hurts my stomach a lot - and I still don't know why - but I had to eat something because when I was younger, I fainted at school just because I ate nothing. and now, I just eat even when I don't want to because I don't want this to happen again. I really hate being treated like a baby...

I drank a little bit of Orange juice while checking my Facebook account. after I finished, it was time to find something to wear.

I opened my messy closet thinking and thinking until I finally found what I'm gonna wear.

I wore my skinny black leggings along with my pink t shirt and my pink cute boots.

then, I did my hair and wore my earrings and my ring (I can't go to school without my earrings, NO WAY.) after that, I kept listening to music until it was around 10 am which means I was kinda late. I quickly took my school bag and got away from home. after about 3 minutes, I was finally at school where I found my friend Wendy waiting for me in front of the door so we can just talk about everything and of course, as usual, enter class late. I told her about Aaron. then, we went to different directions since I didn't want to go where Aaron was (I was avoiding talking to him because I'm not a morning person and I hated talking about stuffs like that in the morning) [ yeah, I know I'm weird, Duh. ]

I entered my geography class. after few moments, Wendy was finally there. she told me that Aaron asked her about me and even told her that we texted yesterday. which made me happy.
oh! you don't like him, remember? yeah, i don't. I don't. love is bad. boys only use girls for fun, right?

- I kept saying that to my mind hoping I'll forget about him sooner or later -

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at 4 pm, it was break time. I was walking with Wendy as usual while Emma was just behind talking to a girl or whoever it was. suddenly, Aaron was in front of us. he looked at us saying 'hi' then he told me that he needed to talk to me alone without Wendy saying that he's too shy to talk in front of her which made me laugh because I knew he was joking. before I could answer, he took my hand with a smirk on his face so we were now under a window looking at each other. there was lots of people around since we were at school but for a moment, i felt like there was only me and him. his hazel eyes met my dark brown ones. there was a silence but he broke it saying :

" so, we talked yesterday and you told me that you're gonna tell me the truth about you and why you don't wanna date me.. "
" yeah? "
"uh.. umm, can you please tell me now?? "

he was now facing me that we were so close. I just rolled my eyes trying to think what I should say...

" uh.. so, you know, when I first came to this school, you asked me to be your girlfriend and I said no because I was seeing someone else and... uh, you know? the reason I don't wanna date anyone is because my experience with dating was really bad. it left me broken. I only dated 1 boy and I still regret that so much. "
"what happened? " he asked curiously.

" oh, I just don't wanna talk about it. anyways, I also loved another one and it was so bad too which made me think that every boy that say 'I love you' to me is probably lying because love is bad. and even these 3 words don't mean anything to them and - "

I was cut off by him saying :

"but I love you. I loved you from the first time I saw you and I still do. I just like you so much.. "

I looked into his eyes searching for a right answer.

shoud I believe him? my heart was telling me to date him and that he was saying the truth but my brain was stopping me.

I didn't know why but I just giggled trying not to show him my self blushing. he stared at me for a moment and I rolled my eyes not daring to look back at him..

there was an awkward silence until he said breaking it .

" you just don't believe me because you don't want to, right? it's just your brain saying that to you but I promise I'm not lying.. " he said and I just nodded.

" I feel like you just need to squeeze on your heart just to handle me, huh?" he said giggling with that stupid smirk on his face.

I just laughed then said :

" you know today my stomach hurt a lot in the morning and it was all your fault. " I said changing the subject ...

" how's that? "
" haha so you probably don't know this fact about me? my stomach would hurt a lot whenever I do something bad. "
" you did something bad? huh? "
" I just did something that made me feel guilty. I mean like, uh, I told Wendy & Emma what I told you yesterday so they kept blaming me saying I was such a B*tch to you which made me feel so guilty that my stomach hurt a lot. "
I'm so weird, I know!!!

Aaron turned to face me looking deeply into my eyes. he was about to say something when Wendy suddenly was in front of us.
wow, good time, Wendy!!

she looked at me with a questioning look all over her face asking what I told him. she looked at Aaron and said:

"can I stay or I'm bothering you guys? I mean, I can just go and - "
" nah, it's fine. " answered Aaron while looking away.

suddenly, his friend came to talk to him - I just don't like that friend of his - and I just stared at Wendy who quickly took my hand asking if I'm dating him now or not. she was like:

"ARE YOU DATING HIM NOW? OMG, YOU HAD TO LOOK AT BOTH OF YOU. OMG, YOU GUYS ARE SO CUTE TOGETHER AWWH. "

I laughed at her excitement. Damn, i love that girl. then I said after taking a deep breath "nah, we're not dating! and omg, really?? " I asked blushing. she stared at me in Aw. then we were interrupted by Emma running like a child just to ask about me & Aaron.

sooner, Aaron & his friends & Emma & Wendy & I were just having fun. and of course, I was enjoying my time looking at crazy Aaron who was doing childish things as usual and just having fun.

Damn, that boy is just so weird. you could see him sad and then happy moments later.

but I really was wondering why he's like that and what are the things he was hiding from me... it's like he had a mask all over his face. he looks like  a bad boy who is a player and only wants attention but when we're alone, he's just so different. he would look sad and peaceful. I'd just see him looking into my eyes with his broken ones. he'd look too broken and lonely. but that's ONLY how I see him when we're ALONE while he's much different in the eyes of others..

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after my last class was over, I went back home with a smile not leaving my lips. I just felt better..

I opened my Facebook account as usual but what I saw on Aaron's timeline kinda broke my heart into peaces...

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so guys!!! that was all chapter 13 :) hope you liked it. what do you think I found on his timeline? keep reading if you wanna know :)
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Byee.