Love Is Bad.

- Chapter 6 -

Today, I woke up at 8:30 am. I are my breakfast then I went to choose my outfits I wore my black leggings along with my white 'J'adore Paris' shirt and my yellow vans. Then, I straightened my hair as usual, prepare my bag and went to school. I was hoping to have a good day especially after getting over the Sam thing. When I entered the school, Andrew came to me to greet me. I smiled at him then walked away to talk to Emma. But I heard Sam saying to Andrew "are you still trying to get her? Just stop." I was about to answer Sam and tell him that it's none of his business but I don't know why I didn't.. I felt like there was something stopping me to tell him that. So, I just went to Emma and started my crazy time with her like always. Minutes later, we all entered the class. Sam did too. He didn't talk to me at all and it didn't bother me or maybe it did? But I don't really care because I got over him...

Later that day, I was going downstairs to attend my English class but suddenly, I found Sam in front of me. He grabbed my hand without any reason and kept looking at me without saying anything. I didn't know what to do. So, I just smiled at him and made my way to the class.

Jack kept saying that he loves me and that I'm his fiancée.. I couldn't even understand if he's just kidding or he's talking in a serious way but I just kept trying to make him understand that he's like a brother to me..

At 6 pm, it was time to get back home. I was about to walk out of the school door and I found Sam there. It's like he was waiting for someone or something? I don't know why but I just touched his arm and walked away quickly. He looked at me. Then, he smiled with his cute lovely smile. I couldn't help but smile back and felt the butterflies and fireworks in my stomach. Damn, his smile is a life for me...

~ The next day ~

Today's Tuesday. I hate this day because I have to practice sport. I'm not gonna lie to you but I really hate practicing sport at school. We played volley ball and I'm not good at it which made me feel so sick in my stomach. Sam didn't play but I joined the team even though I didn't do anything anyway..

Later that day, it was time to study history. Sam left his bag on Faye's table and went out of class. She was sitting next to Emma in front of me while I was sitting next to Wendy. Suddenly, Faye decided to take Sam's book from his bag and hide it. She looked at me and gave me the book telling me to hide it in my bag because she said that Sam won't search in my bag.. I didn't want to do that in the beginning but then I did it anyway. When Sam entered the class, he took his bag. I looked at him while laughing. He just looked at me with a weird look and took a place in the last table. When he didn't find his book, he directly screamed Faye's name to ware her who pretended not to hear her. I was laughing while talking to Jack & Noel. And Sam was looking at me from behind. Emma, Wendy, Faye & I pretended to talk to each other and ignore Sam. 45 minutes later, we gave Sam his book back who took it and didn't smile at all.

Then, when we were walking downstairs to join the other class, Sam came behind us. He touched my hair and thought that I didn't see him but I looked at him and kept walking.. He kept telling us that we should write the lesson for him so Emma screamed at him saying 'No' he glared at her and answered with a bothered voice "Raise your voice, please."

I understood then that he really got mad which made me feel so bad...

But what really would make me feel so sad from the beginning is the fact that Sam doesn't talk to me anymore. He talks to Faye but me. All what he does is just looking at me without saying anything. I'm not gonna lie and say that I'm not jealous because I really am. Even though I know that Faye won't date Sam because she's in a relationship with a boy named 'Henry' and I know that she really does love him, so...

~ WEDNESDAY & THURSDAY ~

On Wednesday, I wore my white jeans along with my sneakers (you can see the outfits in the media space) it was such a boring day. As usual, Sam didn't talk to me. He just looks at me or gives me a fake smile. Even when i join the group he's talking to, he'd just act like he doesn't see me. I hate it when he does that. I hate him. He kept talking to Mary, Faye, Lina, Emma, Wendy, .. Almost every girl expect for me. Why does he hate me that much? Why do I always like the wrong person?

Actually, I'm the one who gave him the paper in the art hour so he won't get kicked out of class because he forgot to bring it. But I guess, he doesn't see that. All what he sees is what other girls do especially Faye. Even when he sat behind Jim & I. He kept asking Jim few questions about the lesson but he didn't talk to me at all. It's like I was invisible for him. He also forgot his book so Jim gave him MY book. He didn't even thank me. I was talking to Jim and smiling outside but inside there was fire in my heart. I wanted to scream. I just wanted to murder every girl he talks to.

When it was 5 pm, Noel asked Emma to be his girlfriend. She didn't know what to answer so she asked Faye, Wendy & I. We all told her to accept because Noel & her really look so cute together. When she said 'Yes' the 3 of us screamed at the same time while hugging Emma. Sam was looking at us like we were crazy but we ignored. I was really happy for Emma. At least, she isn't forever alone like me, right?

It looks like I'm gonna always take steps back whenever it comes to dating. I didn't say 'Yes' to Andrew or Jack or even Aaron. Am I that bad? I can't even cry for Sam because I just can't. I don't actually cry for anyone. NO WAY. I'm too strong for that...

Thursday was a boring day too as usual. No thing special had happened.

In the English lesson, the teacher told Faye to read the text. I stared at her while talking to Wendy and suddenly, Sam looked at me. But I wasn't just a look. It was mostly like a glare? What he did made me feel kinda bad for my self.

I don't know what's wrong with him. What did I do for him? He looks at me a lot. And by a lot, I really mean A LOT. but why does he look at me if he won't talk to me anyway? Why does he ignore me? What should I do? Should I start a conversation with him or no? My biggest problem in this world with boys is the fact that I don't start talking to them. If they don't do, I won't either. Even if we won't talk to each other at all.

What made me happy this day is just the fact that we won't study on Friday, Saturday, Sunday & Monday. These 4 days are just made as a holiday for us to revise for the exams. So, I won't see Sam for 4 days. Isn't it much better? At least, I'll have some fresh days away from Sam and his problems with me.

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That was all chapter 6 :) I'll be updating if anything special with happen between Sam & I.

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