he makes you feel insecure

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"i dont know, she is just.....different, like you know she has spots and is getting fatter, you know like she used to be skinny and beautiful" you over heard luke, his words hurt, a lot especially when you had a eating disorder and the doctor said that you had to eat more but luke never knew. "aw come on luke, that was mean" ashton said, you walked in the room whipping you wet cheeks "everything alright?" michael asked you, michael was the only one to comfort you the best when something happened between luke  and you "um yea" you smiled

*2 weeks later*

you had been skipping everything that was included with food, you were proud of the changed, you were skinny "Y/N YOU NEED TO EAT" luke shouted at you, he has noticed that you were getting skinnier and it was unhealthy "luke dont shout at me!" you said but weakly until everything blacked out

LUKES PART

i drove to the hospital, i knew she wasn't eating, but why? i mean did she hear me? ughh i dont know. i waited 2 hours for her to wake up "Y/N?" i finally asked "leave me alone, luke" she said turning away from me on the bed "what did i do?" i asked "do you really know what you did huh? well ' oh i don't know she is just different and getting spots and is fatter, like she used to be skinny and beautiful" she mocked, oh no she heard this was my fault she wasn't eating "baby, omg i am so sorry i was just out of order, please forgive me, Y/N" i came rushing to her side when i heard her crying "i mean you can leave me, i dont know why you are wasting your life on me" she said crying harder "no Y/N i only want you in my life  no one else, look i am sorry i made you feel this way i dont know what came over me, you will always be beautiful" i smiled seeing her smile "are you going to eat now?" "yea, when can i go?" "the doctor said that you can go anytime, he also said that you can't eat big chunks of food just like a little bit at a time" i said gathering her things "can we eat pizza?" i chuckled and nodded 

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have you ever been hospitalized? - lol is that how you spell it?

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