bet// chase hudson

four

i woke up to chases arm around my waist. my head was pounding and i was in a towel. i could barely remember anything from last night. the last thing i remembered was me crying and going downstairs. of course i remembered sleeping with both payton and chase. i can't believe i did that. i hope payton doesn't think i like LIKE him. i done fucked up. i got up and looked everywhere for my clothes. i exited the room and looked in the bathroom, they weren't there. i went downstairs and they still weren't there.

"you looking for your clothes?" anthony asked
"uh yes." i furrowed my eyebrows
"i put them in the wash." i followed him into the laundry room and he handed me them.
"what happened last night?" i looked up at him. he scratched the back of his head.
"a lot of things. you slept with pa-"
"yes. i know that. the last thing i remember was coming downstairs." i cut him off
"you drank. a lot. threw up on yourself so i brought you upstairs and gave you a shower. then you left with chase." he explained. i nodded and went upstairs.

i went into chases room and saw that he was awake. i smiled and changed. he got up and checked his phone. i sat next to him and started crying.
"what happened?" chase asked putting my hair behind my ear. i sniffled.
"so um. before we had sex. i uh. slept with payton. i did it out of anger because he told me that you only started getting at me because it was a bet. i feel gross and i don't know why i didn't come and talk to you about it. i just wanted to get it off my mind. he also said that you were talking to alexis and i didn't want to believe it. i totally understand if you have no interest in me now. i just wanted to say that i'm truly sorry." i started to cry even more. he was shocked and he didn't say anything. he looked down.
"jasmine. i-i slept with alexis. that's why when you came in i was drunk. i wanted to get her off my mind. i saw that you went somewhere and i thought you didn't want me around because you weren't answering any of my calls. alexis came up to me and we took a few shots. then it just happened. when you came in, i wanted to love you and show you how much i liked you." i was fidgeting with my hands and kissed his cheek. i didn't know what to say so i got up and went to payton's room.

he was still sleeping. i shook him and he looked up at me.
"what's up, jazz?"
"we need to talk."
"is everything okay?" he asked worried. i shook my head and hugged him.
"you're one of my best friends but i don't like LIKE you. i'm sorry if i led you on because i slept with you. i was angry about the 'bet' thing. i was angry so i had sex with you. please don't get mad at me. i'm so sorry!" i cried some more. he got up, grabbed his clothes, and he was gone. i knew he wasn't going to forgive me.

i called an uber and thanked elmo for letting me come over and i thanked anthony for helping me when i was drunk. a few moments later, my uber pulled up. i jumped in and eventually got home. nobody was home so i screamed as loud as i could. i cried and cried until i fell asleep. i woke up and was so tempted to text payton. but i didn't. i texted anthony. an hour later he came to my house. i told him that i talked to payton and chase.
"they both hate me now. i hate myself. everybody's going to hate me!"
"hey! don't say that. everybody makes mistakes, but that's how you learn." anthony put his hand on my leg. he was so nice and he understood me. but i like chase and only him. i regret going to that party. i put my head on anthony's chest. he started laughing.
"what?"
"just laughing at all your hickeys." he poked them. i covered them and ran to the bathroom. i groaned.
"how am i supposed to get rid of all this."
"look it up." he shrugged. i rolled my eyes and jumped into bed.
"my moms coming home soon, so i think you should leave. i'll see you on monday though. thank you for everything." i hugged anthony and he kissed my forehead.
"anytime."

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this chapter was a little shorter:/