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i woke up and noticed that chase wasn't in bed with me.
"chase?" no one answered
"babe?" i got out of bed and went to look for him. there was a note on the counter yo. i left because my mom wanted me to come home. i'll see you on monday when school starts. i was kinda upset. i went back upstairs and grabbed my sheets to clean them. i love having sex with chase but sometimes i feel like he's not interested. sometimes i also feel like a whore. i slept with chase even before we started dating. ugh. i hate my life sometimes.

i turned on some music. i cleaned the entire house which took forever. i looked at my phone and saw that payton had texted me
pay- hey. wanna hangout?
pay- you okay jazz?
shit. i texted him back saying yes. i put on a white, low top shirt and short, jean shorts. i put on my pink, checkered vans. after a few minutes, he pulled up to my house. i jumped in. drayke, noen, jaden, and payton were all in the car. i sat in the middle of drayke and noen. we jammed out to songs and drove around everywhere. i was having so much fun. chase texted me.
hudson- wya? i came to your house
me- i'm with the boys
hudson- oh
me- i'm downtown so i'll be home later
he left me on read. i was kinda sad. drayke noticed.
"you okay?" he said grabbing my leg. i nodded.
"i just feel like chase doesn't like me. y'know? every time we have sex, i feel like he's not interested." i kinda regretted saying the last sentence. payton looked back at me with a 'wtf' face on.
"okay tmi, jazz!" he said laughing. everybody started laughing and so did i.
"well, does he ever say that he's not in the mood?" drayke asked. i shook my head.
"never. he just rarely looks at me when we fuck, like he's not wanting to do it." i explained.
"okay like i said, tmi!" payton laughed. drayke put his arm around me.
"it'll be okay. when did you guys last do it?"
"last night. but then he left out of nowhere. he said that his mom was worried about him or whatever." i said. payton and jaden looked at each other then looked away.
"i saw that. why'd you do that?" i asked moving forward so my head was right in between payton and jaden.
"uh. i don't know what you're talking about." payton kept his eyes on the road. i gave him a 'bitch' look.
"tell me!" i begged.
"okay. whenever chase does that. it means that. um. he's not interested." jaden said looking out the window.
"wait. how the fuck do you know that?" i raised my voice.
"because he told us that when he hooked up with this girl before you moved here." payton said.
"can you pull over for a second?" i asked.
"sure?" payton pulled over and i crawled over noen and got out the car.
"jasmine! what the fuck are you doing?" payton screamed. i walked off and felt like i was going to cry.
"how the fuck are you going to get home?" payton yelled. i ignored him and tears were running down my face.

i walked for a good 20 minutes. they left because they knew i wasn't going to talk to them. i called an uber because i had no idea where i was going. i wanted to text chase and yell at him but i wasn't going to waste my time. the uber picked me up and dropped me off at anthony's. i knocked on his door. he answered and hugged him. he hugged back and pulled me inside.
"everything okay?" he asked
"no." i cried
"i hate chase."
"what happened?" anthony asked
"a lot."
i looked at him with tears in my eyes. he kissed my forehead and held me. my phone started to ring. it was chase. i answered it.
"uh where are you? payton told me you left."
"how about you ask him?"
"i did."
"ask him the entire fucking story, chase." i hung up.
"i'm gonna go, love. i'll see you monday." i told anthony.
"okay, jazz. don't make stupid decisions. i love you." i smiled and we said our goodbyes.

i called chase. he answered.
"i'm sorry." i said
"for what?"
"about being a dramatic bitch."
"shut up, jasmine."
i chuckled.
"i have a question. and please be fucking honest, chase."
"what's up."
"are you interested in me? do you like being around me and having sex with me?"
"what made you think that i didn't?"
"the boys."
"they're just jealous because they can't get someone like you." i laughed. we talked for a little while longer and then we hung up.

christmas break was coming to an end and i was sad. of course i missed the boys but i hated doing work. i lied on my bed and scrolled through instagram. i got really tired so i fell asleep. i woke up to banging on my front door. i ran downstairs and opened it. it was chase.
"what the fuck chase? it's like 2 in the morning!" he grabbed my hand and pulled me outside. he opened the car door and kinda threw me inside.
"okay. jaden is trying to beat my ass." chase said.
"what why?"
"doesn't matter. if he sees me with you then he won't do anything."
"um. tell me why?"
he looked over at me.
"because i wouldn't stop talking about you. i kept telling them about what we do when nobody's around. they got annoyed and now he's trying to beat me up."
"okay first of all. why were you talking about us fucking? and second of all. it's not any their business, chase." i said annoyed. i didn't wanna be around the boys when chase said OUR business so i tried getting out. he grabbed my arm and kissed me.
"i was just kidding. i just wanted to see you." chase said laughing. i playfully hit his arm and smiled.

he came inside and we fell asleep on each other. i turned over and he pulled my waist so i was facing him again. i smiled and pecked his lips. he squeezed my ass and i laughed. he got on top of me and stared into my eyes. he then kissed my lips, y'know what happened next...

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this chapter was so wack😳

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