bet// chase hudson

fourteen

*this part contains smut. skip if you want*
"we can finish the game later." i said
i pushed him on his back and crawled on his lap. we kissed for a good five minutes until i took my shirt off revealing my lace bra. drayke rolled us over and i helped take his shirt off. we gave each other hickeys and then we took the rest of our clothes off. he was placed in between my legs.
"you ready?" he asked
"of course."
he inserted me and thrusted back and forth. he picked up the pace after a little. i bit my lip, holding my moans back. drayke groaned.
"mm. fuck you're so tight."
i smiled and threw my head back. i wrapped my legs around his waist and my arms around his neck. drayke placed his hand around my neck and i bit my lip.
"you're so fucking beautiful."
"thank you." i moaned

*end of smut*
i started to think about chase.
"wait hold on." i pushed drayke off of me. and covered myself with the blanket. i started to have a panic attack. what was i doing.
"are you okay?" drayke asked
"what am i doing yo?" i cried
"what do you mean?"
"i'm a fucking whore."
"no you're not."
i looked at him and rolled my eyes.
"i'm sorry that i ruined your night."
"you didn't. i totally understand."
drayke was so sweet and chase was...chase.
"i'm going to go to bed." i said
"do you want me to leave?"
"no. stay here."
he lied down beside me and wrapped his arm around my waist.

i woke up to someone shaking me viciously.
"what the fuck." i said rubbing my eyes
"you fucking whore." chase said
"you know what. you can shut the fuck up. you did this to me. if you're not going to fix anything, i'm not going to either." i yelled at him
"yeah fuck you too, rodriguez."
"stay out of my life, hudson."
"way ahead of you."
and like that he was gone. i started to cry and drayke hugged me. i fucked up everything between me and chase. but he fucked up in the first place.
"why do i act like this at parties?"
"because things go down hill at parties."
i looked at drayke and kissed him. honestly i think i was starting to like him.

i went to draykes house after an hour or so.
"i'm sorry about last night." i said
"don't worry about it, i understand."
"i'm just mad about the whole chase thing and me moving."
"you're moving? where? when?"
"uh. next week. i'm going to new york." i held in the tears
"oh."
we were silent again until he grabbed my hand.
"everything's going to be okay."
"i'm going to try to fix things. i don't know how but."
"i believe in you." he smiled
i smiled back and picked up my phone. i was being tagged on instagram, i had so many messages on snap. i furrowed my eyebrows and opened up instagram. it was me. in the bed. with drayke.
"what the fuck!"
"what?!"
"look!"
i showed him the phone. my heart was beating fast and i felt gross. who did this?

i opened all my snaps and most of them said 'slut' or 'whore'. i wanted to cry. how could someone do this to me. i called chase. he picked up.
"what the fuck, chase!"
"what?"
"you know what the fuck i'm talking about! how could you do this?"
"who said it was me?"
"give me a fucking break. fuck you, hudson. fuck you, payton. fuck all you guys!"
"oh we all know you would, slut."
and then he hung up. i started to cry even more and drayke rubbed my back.

we sat on the couch, my eyes puffy and cheeks red.
"who have you slept with?" drayke asked
"why?"
"i don't know. i'm just wondering."
"payton, chase, and you."
"you're not a whore."
"i kinda am." i rolled my eyes
"the reason i slept with payton was because i was mad at chase. and it was the same exact thing with you." i continued
i felt bad because they were basically the rebound. drayke didn't say anything but you could tell he was hurt. i mean, i would be too.

i stayed at draykes for a while. it was kinda awkward because we didn't talk that much.
"we never finished our game." drayke smirked
"haha. i guess we never did."
i looked at him and rolled my eyes playfully. deep down i missed chase, i missed his smile, i missed everything about him.
"drayke?"
"what's up?"
"i'm gonna go okay. i think my moms worried about me."
"okay. see ya at school."
"yeah, if i'm even going."
"oh yeah. i forgot about that."
we said our goodbyes and instead of going home i went to chases house.

i walked to chases house after like 20 minutes. even though my anxiety was terrible i still was able to make it to his front door. i knocked on it.
"what are you doing here?"
"i uh came to apologize."
"k thanks."
he went to shut the door but i stopped it with my hand.
"i want to talk!"
"well i don't."
"can you pull your head out of your ass for once?"
he looked at me and i looked back.
"fine. come in."
i went in and everything was silent. nobody was around except for me and chase.
"i'm sorry." i mumbled
"yeah whatever."
"you know what. i shouldn't be the one saying sorry. you cheated on me first. you didn't do anything to fix it and then you exposed me. you should be the one saying sorry to me." i cried
"you're right. but you're still a whore." he mumbled
"okay yeah i slept with a few guys. you've slept with way more than me, chase!"
"i don't want to argue right now."
"i don't want to argue either. i hate arguing."
"okay. jasmine, i'm sorry. i'm sorry about everything. i know i was the one that ruined everything first. you just wanted revenge, which i totally understand." he said
i looked at him, my eyes filled with tears. i hugged him and he hugged back.

i left after the hug. we didn't talk at all. i walked back to my house which took about an hour. i entered my house and my mom was sitting at the island.
"i'm disappointed in you, jasmine."
"w-what?" i stuttered
"i was sent photos of you in bed with a boy other than chase."
"i-i-" i didn't know what to say.
i stood there dumbfounded.
"we are leaving when i get back. pack everything up, because we are leaving right away." she got up and smacked me
"can't believe i raised you to be a whore!" she continued
i felt tears running down my face. so i ran upstairs. i fucked up my reputation. i fucked up my life.

i sat on the floor putting everything in boxes my mom previously got at the store. my cheek stung because of what happened earlier. i picked up my phone and realized that i got a text from drayke.
d- i heard that you talked to chase
me- oh yeah. i guess we apologized
d- are you guys friends?
me- not sure
he left me onread but it didn't phase me. i got up from the floor and lied on my bed. i was getting tired so i fell asleep.

my mom woke up me around 6:30.
"i'm leaving now. don't do anything stupid, jasmine."
i nodded and she left. it felt like she didn't love me anymore. i checked my phone and saw that chase texted me.
hudson- i'm coming over
me- wait don't
hudson- already here
i ran down the stairs and opened the door...