Without You (Completed)

Chapter 31 A Turn For The Worst

Chapter 31A Turn For The Worst

All Jace has been talking about is the babies. Babies… We’re having twins. That’s going to hurt…

I sighed as I rubbed my stomach smiling as I felt them kick, Jace has been talking about names and some can be—well bad. Very bad in fact. But I steered him to better names. I like the girls name Jace said though—Bliss Belle. Belle for short, it’s so different and Jeremy from Paramore called his baby Bliss Belle. I think that’s why Jace chose it, Jace loves Paramore and so do I.

My stomach gets bigger and bigger everyday and I get more and more excited every day. With Jace—well things don’t look good for him. But he keeps positive and knowing that we’re having twins makes him want to fight harder. But I can’t help but feel so sad all the time when I think about Jace. I see what the cancer is doing to him, I see that every day he gets paler and he loses more and more weight. Soon there will be nothing left of him, and I’m scared that I won’t be able to help him when he most needs me.

I know he’s planning something, I see him every day with a notepad writing I ask him what he’s writing but he just smiles at me and tells me nothing. I thought about taking it and looking for myself but I decided it was best if I didn’t. But it doesn’t take away the fact that my mind is always wondering what he could possibly writing.

We haven’t told my dad about the fact that I’m having twins, I don’t know how he will react but all I know is that neither Jace nor I need the stress. He rings mum sometimes, asking about me and the baby. One time I turned around and told him where to stick it and then hung up he didn’t ring for a week after that. And once he did and had rung to ask if I wanted to see his baby that was just born. Again I told him where to stick it.

I lay on the sofa with my feet up while Jace is sleeping upstairs. Mum is cooking dinner for us while singing very loudly. She cannot sing even her life depended on it. “Don’t give up on your day job mum!” I called to her from the sofa.

“You’re only jealous!” She called back; I could hear the smile in her voice. “Hunny dinner is nearly done can you go get Jace.”

“Okay.” I stood up slowly before waddling up the stairs. As I walk up the stairs I hear Jaces weak voice calling my name.

I waddle faster and open my door to see Jace violently coughing up blood. “Jace!” I run to his side as I cry out for mum. “Mum!” I cry. Jace brings up more blood. “Mum!” I cry louder until I hear footsteps running up the stairs. “Call an ambulance!” I cry as Jace violently brings up more and more blood. Mum pulls her phone out as I try to help Jace.

“You’re going to be okay Jace.” I cry as I stroke his pale face.

“I can--- can’t die… It’s not finished… I can’t…”  Before he can finish his sentence his eyes close.

“Jace? Jace please don’t go! What isn’t finished! Jace please wake up!” I begged him as my tears rushed down my face. I can’t lose him, I can’t…

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Waiting in the waiting room was dreadful; all I wanted was to see Jace. To see if he was alive, to see if he was okay. I wanted to see his happy face, I wanted to see his perfect dimples, I wanted him to wrap his arms around me and tell me that it was going to be okay. I wanted him to be here with me, I felt so alone in this busy waiting room. Mum wrapped her arm around my shoulder as I cried into hers.

“He’s going to be okay baby girl.” She whispered.

“What am I going to do without him mum? I need him…” Her arm tightened around me.

“You have him baby, Jace is not going anywhere. He is a fighter and I believe he will fight for you and your babies. No one can take you away from him; he loves you too much.” I nodded my head as I felt myself calm down.

“I wish I could take the cancer away from him…” I said softly.

“I do too baby girl.”

“Amy Wright?” I looked up as I saw the nurse who was with Jace.

“Yes?” I asked weakly. The nurse gave me a sad smile as she walked closer to me.

“I have some bad news Amy…” I felt my heart drop as she spoke to me, I couldn’t hear anything else. Bad news? He couldn’t be?

“Is—is he dead?” I whispered.

“No, but we don’t think he has long left. His body is so weak; we don’t think he’ll make the night. I’m so sorry.” I felt the tears fall down my face as mum tighten her grip on me.

“Can—can I see him?” I cried softly, I needed to see him.

“Yes, would you like to follow me?”

“Stay here, wait for Jaces mum and dad.” I said before following the nurse down the halls that I knew too well. I wiped my tears from my puffy face as we neared Jaces room, the nurse opened the door to me and I saw Jace laying there looking like death.

“He’s sleeping at the moment.” The nurse said before leaving me alone.

I walked into the room and went straight to his bed, I took his hand in mine kissed it then laid on my stomach. “I love you Jace Stone, don’t ever forget how much you mean to me. You will be my first and last ever love.” I felt tears appear in my eyes but I blinked them away. “We maybe haven’t been together forever but every moment with you will be my forever. You are my forever. I don’t need anything else but you and our born children.” I felt the babies kick as if they were agreeing with me.

I felt Jaces hand tighten on my stomach, I looked at his pale face and his bright blue eyes stared back at me.

“I’m not going anywhere Angel.”

“Jace…” I cried. I wrapped my arms around him gently making sure not to hurt him.

“I love you Angel.”

“I love you too Jace. I—I thought you were dead…”

Jace smiled weakly at me, “Not without a fight.” I smiled back at him I took his hand and sat down next to his bed.

“Angel can I ask you to do something for me?” Jace asked me looking at me with a small smile.

“Anything.” I promised him.

“If I die, at my funeral I want you to sing ‘Drop In The Ocean’ by Ron Pope.”

I nodded,” Isn’t that from The Vampire Diaries?”

Jaces face lit up a little and he smiled, “It sure is.” I laughed at him.

“Okay, I will but you have to promise me something…”

“Anything.” He promised me.

“You have to fight this.”

“I will Angel, I will fight this.” He promised me.

And just as I was about to say that I loved him he took a breath and then closed his eyes.

“Jace?” I whispered.

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