Without You (Completed)

Chapter 9 Sad Films?

Chapter 9 Sad Films?

Jaces P.O.V

I watched her get out my car and walk towards hers, before she got in she turned to look at me, smiling. I smiled back at her, she turned around and got into her car. I decided then that she would be fine so i drove off back home. 

I turned the radio on and 'Bittersweet' was on by Panic! At The Disco. God i love this song!

In no time i was singing along and tapping along with the beat. 

I'm just setting, I'm just setting a trap

And I'm not pulling, no

I'm not pulling for you, you're just pulling at me

I'm not a betting man but this is a sure thing

I've been to Tokyo and to South Africa

So many places that you might say I've seen it all

But my favorite place is the warm embrace

Of holding your hair back in a bathroom stall

Everything I do is bittersweet

You could tell me secrets that I'll probably repeat

I'm not trying to hurt you, I just love to speak

It feels like we're pulling teeth

So bittersweet

I guess that's how its gotta be

I guess that's how its gotta be

All that hate is gonna burn you up

It keeps me warm at night

Warmer than anyone

I think how many drinks I've had

No more in either hand

I'm slurring on purpose

And it's certainly worth it

Everything I do is bittersweet

You could tell me secrets that I'll probably repeat

I'm not trying to hurt you, I just love to speak

It feels like we're pulling teeth

So bittersweet

I guess that's how its gotta be

I guess that's how its gotta be

I guess that's how its gotta be

You and me

Another verbial tree

It's such a mystery why you're here (but I can't live without you)

And you became as clear as cellophane

My voice of reasoning

I don't think I can take the way you make me out to be

I'm just setting, I'm just setting a trap

And I'm not pulling, no

I'm not pulling for ya

Everything I do is bittersweet

You could tell me secrets that I'll probably repeat

I'm not trying to hurt you, I just love to speak

It feels like we're pulling teeth

So bittersweet

It feels like we're pulling teeth

So bittersweet

It feels like we're pulling teeth

So bittersweet

I got back to my house to see that my mum was home, i turned the engine off before getting out of  the car. 

I locked the car and headed towards my house. I liked my house because both of my parents are lawyers and which meant we had a big house.

I opened the door and was greeted to a  lovely smell coming from the kitchen, i walked towards the kitchen when i heard my mum called "Jace is that you?" 

I walked into the kitchen and saw my mum standing by the oven, I smiled, She hardly ever cooked but when she did she did it brilliantly.

I kissed her cheek "Yep." She turned to me and smiled. 

"Its just me and you tonight for dinner, your dad is busy with work." I noded, at least i wasn't on my own, I thought. 

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After dinner i cleaned the dishes while my mum picked out a DVD. We used to do this all the time before we was told that i had cancer, my mum and dad threw themselves into their work. I guess because they felt like they couldn't help their only son. Its gotten better over the years, my mum and dad are starting to stay at home more. 

Maybe they just realised that i was going to die. Stop thinking like that! I shouted at myself. You have Amy to think of-- Shes like my guardian angle, sent to help me. My angle, My very own beautiful angel sent to care and help me.

"Jace! C'mon i've got the DVD set up!" My mum called from the lounge. 

"Coming!" I repiled. I quickly finished the dishes before heading into the lounge and saw my mum on the sofa, smiling at me.

"Oh darling, we haven't done this in such a long time!" I sat next to my mum on the sofa, wrapping my arm around her just like she used to do when we would watch films together.

"What are we watching?" I asked. 

"The Note Book..." My mum said happily. Why does she watch sad films that make her cry? I'll never understand women.

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An hour and about 5 tissues later, the film finish and my mum was crying like a baby, Don't get me wrong The Note Book is a good film but why do women watch sad films if you know you're going to cry? It doesn't make any sense.

"I'm goanna go to bed, night mum." I kissed her cheek and stood up, she said goodnight and then i went up to bed. 

Once in my room, i got out of my clothes but left my boxers on. I got into bed wondering what Amy was doing right now. God, I was hooked. I sighed. 

I fell asleep nearly instantly. 

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Jo <3