The Cancer Girl

Chapter 13

WARNING: the chapters for some reason are out of order, read the next chapter and than 13. So chapter 12 first! WARNING SKIP THIS CHAPTER THAN COME BACK TO IT.

Forgiveness has always been hard for me, getting hurt is hard. I might actually be ready to forgive Spencer. He did go through all that work to get my forgiveness.

I walked back to my room, the room filled with red. When I walked in, everyone was gone but Spencer. He was sitting on my bed with his head in his hands. I came over and lifted his head up so we were making eye contact.

"Ok." I said it and his eyes perked up.

"Ok what?"

"Ok I forgive you. But this is your final warning." I gave him a harsh look making sure he got it.

He got up and wrapped his arms around me, almost lifting me up. "I made her leave." He was talking about Rachel and I was glad she was gone. I was Glad she would just become that girl we both knew.

I was ready to have Spencer peacefully back in my life. Maybe for a while it would stay that way.

"I don't have my memory's back yet. there's still a lot of missing time but all I know is that I need you here to get them back." Maybe he was right, we needed each other.

But this feeling in my stomach told me something bad was gonna happen to us at one point because we are sick and that's how our lives work.

"I knew you before." His voice was nervous and I didn't see him like this often.

I gave him a confused look and he explained more.

"You probably don't remember but the first time I saw you was in a hospital in Cali. I took one look at you and knew you were my angel from above." I was shock he remembered me because I didn't think he did but I always knew him from that hospital. "Than the day you showed up at the same hospital as me was just another sigh from above."

Hearing these words out of him mouth made me stand there in shock, my mouth unable to move or form words.

All I wanted to do was kiss him again and taste the peppermint and cherry Chapstick but all I could think about was how right after we kissed I found him with Rachel. Just that though put me in a bad place, I was gonna wait till we kissed again for the safety of me.

He looked into my eyes and almost read me, knowing what I was thinking. Than gave me a hug and pull me down into my bed that was covered in rose petals. I slept with my body pressed again his, I loved these moments. They were simple and happy, taking me to a word where I could grow up and have kids and love my husband. This world was only a dream, it could never happen but I wanted to spend the rest of my days with Spencer because I knew that he was gonna be my forever.

Even if my forever wasn't long.

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I woke up the next morning with by body almost completely under Spencer's but it was amazing to be this close to him.

I stared at him for a few moment until his eyes fluttered open and I saw the blue ocean. He smiled at me gently with such wishful thinking.

We payed there together for a few more minutes just to mKe sure it was all real and than got up and pull Spencer with me. We walked down the hall holding hands when the nurses didn't see or held them behind our backs because to not touch him would be hard.

The rest of the day was spent like this, trying to not be separated. Trying to hold each other together.

We went to talk to Rose, Tyler, Louis, and Mark because we had left them in the side lines with our fight happening.

We both walked in the room and I looked at Rose. "Stop right there." She said in a harsh but joking voice. "I know what you're gonna say and I forgive you." That why Rose is one of my closest friends, she totally understands me. I have her a big hug and walked fully into the room.

The rest of the night was filling Spencer in on how to play poker because he was rusty. Really rusty.

After the game Spencer and I went back to his room and layed there in eachothers arms. Maybe I didn't have anything to worry about anymore, maybe this was all gonna work out.

I fell asleep thinking that and slept so peacefully.

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The morning was not as peaceful, waking up, I was being shoved of the bed with harsh hands. I saw Spencer's face filled with anger and sadness, right before I black out and could hear Spencer screaming "Get out of my room!" Than the room faded into the dark.