The L Word

CHAPTER 8

>>Chloe's P.O.V.

He is such a jerk how could he cheat on me with that skank. Does he even care about me anymore? What the fuck does that mean he is going to "respect" my wishes. He just doesn't understand, he doesn't get it, he could be so dense sometimes and does he really expect me to just be fine with all of this.

"James do you remember when we first started going out and you just held me and kissed my lips?"

" yeah it was the happiest that really remember being. Why do you bring it up?"

"I bring it up because I was finally with someone who I thought would treat me better than my ex you truly had my heart I only wanted to be yours, now how do you think I feel knowing that you are just like the rest I can't trust you or any guy thanks to you I know that no..."

How can he kiss me at a time like this, but his lips are soft and I feel jolts of lightning coursing through my body, no he cheated on me and nothing changes that fact.

" James I can't stand two things liars and cheaters and you turned out to be both, you promised me the world but only gave me a fist filled with pebbles. This is such a confusing time and I just need a break. Okay..."

It's about time I figured out why I have these feelings for James, even after all the hell he has put me through why do I still hear him out, why can't I hate him, what will I do after I have all of these answers.
"Chloe i know that I can't make this up but I need you to know I never wanted to hurt you I still love you damn it and I just can't let you go".

"Chloe please just listen to me, ok so i know that i've hurt you and please believe me when I say this but, the way I feel about you never changes hell I would walk this whole earth for an eternity before I would ever let go of these feelings and sorry will never cover it, the amount of remorse that I have is real..."
I have to get out of here now, not only is it past my curfew but i still beed to reflect on all of this.

"James I have to g..."