The L Word

CHAPTER 3

My heart racing my head pounding she looks absolutely gorgeous and i'm starting to have second thoughts about going over and talking to her. I have to be a man and do what a man dose which is... I don't know no I have to talk to her OK her I go."Chloe can i talk to you?" "Are you sure that your going to stand still this time because every time I tried to talk to you earlier you just ran away." "Yeah i'm sorry about that." "Is everything OK?" "Well yeah it's just that I thought that you just didn't want to talk to me..." "Wait hold on why would you think that? " "Well you ran away from me yesterday and..." " do you want to know the reason for that ?" "Yeah I do." " do you remember the first time we ever talked?" "yeah." "I told you that I would wait for the love you have inside to come out right?" "yeah." and as I said that I saw her face light up all the while i'm thinking why would she bring this up now? Unless she is going to tell me that it all was a lie and that she never cared about me.Just thinking about bout this just upsets me but I love it when Chloe smiles so I won't let it be known that i'm upset.Chloe continued by saying something that threw me off a little bit. She said "Well you never made a move so I didn't think that you liked me anymore and that's why I had to know if you were still making songs about me to prove to myself that you still did." "I just was shocked and surprise when i gave you a clear opening to ask me out many times and you did nothing."As soon as I heard those words my heart dropped and I felt like the earth stopped and I couldn't say anything but "sign my year book?" thinking about it she gave me another shot to ask her out.

I must be the dumbest person in the world and now she might have given me another shot to ask her out man I have really blown it she signed my year book but out of pure embarrassment I didn't look at it. We had lunch next period so I would have enough time to come to terms that I blew all of my chances but being friends can't be to bad I mean i've gotten this far with us just being friends.I have to choose do I go up to her and say something or do I just leave things as is what should I do?(a.n. play starry eye Bridgit Mendler cover now) Just then I see Chloe she was walking up the hill I normally sit on during lunch which was the best spot on the last day of school because you don't have to be around all of those people (mainly girls) balling their eyes out.Chloe was looking beautiful and since I was sitting down it looked like she was more of an angel then what she already is and I felt like couldn't breath her beauty was a pleasure and even though she had tears in her eyes I could tell that she was happy to see me.It's now or never I have to ask her out and tell her how i feel.She sat down next to me I said " beautiful day isn't?" she said "yeah I guess." I said "well that completes it a perfect day and the perfect girl all that is missing is the perfect ending to the perfect day don't you agree?"she looked at me with those sparkling blue eyes deep as the ocean I could tell that she was hopping I would say that.She looked at me and as the sun shined on her blonde hair she turned to where she is now facing me.I said " I have been thinking about this for the longest of time and it isn't easy  to say but ever since the beginning when you first walked through that door and it was like I changed I was no longer that guy who didn't care a single ounce about anything and if I know one thing is that i care about you more then you will ever know I would be a fool to let you go today with out telling you that Chloe i'm in love with you and this is me I hope that feel the same."I could tell that she was in shock I would be to if that just happened.She leaned in a little closer and she said "do you know how long I have been waiting for you to say that?" She said "I first first saw you in 8th grade you were so cute and nerdy and you just didn't care what people thought and I just fell head over heels but I knew I had to change in order to get your attention but I never thought it would take this long to get it and then Brad came and all this crazy shit happened but what is important is that we are together now." I said "I didn't know."

Now that I know that that she wants it it's time to go in for the kill.I said "Chloe like I said I love you and I was wondering if you would give me the privilege no the honor of saying that your my girlfriend?"She said"Oh James I would like nothing more."I told her "For the first time in my life I feel happy this is the happiest i have ever felt and I want you to know..." I guess she was tired of me talking because she shut me up with her lips.They were sweeter than berries and melon and they were softer than silk blankets. As we crashes our lips together  moving them in sync, it felt like nothing in the world could get me down . She smelled so sweet I couldn't believe this was happening to me of all people.