The L Word

CHAPTER 2

Chapter 2

  The trouble with hope faith and love is when they mix only bad can come from it. you can never be too sure if it will last or if it will end the next day,but it all pays off when you meet that one person that just puts you at ease and you just feel I don't know you just feel more. I'll never forget when i first felt this feeling.It was a warm June morning and Chloe and I spent a lot of time together during the school year and for the first time I didn't feel afraid to be around girls, and yes I said it I am normally afraid of girls. Maybe Chloe could actually like me but I won't get my hopes up I really like her but i'm still a little sceptical about if she really likes me or not .So like I was saying Chloe was looking lovely as always and she was wearing a red flowy satin shirt that hung low enough that when the wind hit it it sort of rose a little gray jeans that fit perfectly to her lower half of her body that made me say

"DAAAAAAAAAMN WHY ME LORD?"

which she laughed at, and then the hat that she was wearing was cute and it matched her backpack.Chloe had just broke up with Brad Shaman and let me tell you he is a douche to the bag and I loath him with a passion.You may say James stop hating on him just because he was going out with her and you still don't have a chance with her but let me tell you something Brad takes joy in other peoples pain and will not stop until he crushes you.I'm not saying that I did but if it just so happened that someone told Chloe that Brad kissed Jasmin Reyes at his after prom party then wasn't that person just looking out for Chloe?

Well any way Chloe and I sat down for lunch and you won't believe how much of an idiot I am. we were kind of flirting and she ask me

"James do you want to play a game?"

to which i replied "yeah sure what did you have in mind?"

"only truths it's a game where you ask someone a question and they have to respond truthfully if you get caught in a lie you have to do what ever the other wants for 2 weeks."

seeing that school would be over tomorrow I said yes. she said

" I start."  she exclaimed.

"have you ever written more then one song about me?"

I said "yes"

she asked "would you ever sing one to me?"

I said"no"

she asked "why not"

I said" because they are not good."

she said "lier"

I said "OK fine but still"

she asked"just a little?"

I said "fine." 

"It starts off the blood from the wounds in this never ending battle that we call love we might find it  one day and fall out of it the next day so without a further adieu here we go oh love wins love lose it comes and then it goes why do we fight for it when it will turn around and get us down but if you've anything from me it's that you have to hang on to the man you use to know oh because when the sky falls you have to remember the love that you had and how to love the skin you're in its not the end maybe later we could talk  maybe later we xould talk."

After that there was this awkward pause and she just cried and ran off.I really don't know what i did it was probably the song. I told her that it was bad and now she most likely won't like me anymore.I know what i'll do i'm just going to avoid her tomorrow.

Well the next day during chemistry we were signing year books and as I saw the sad look on her face I realised that I hate to see her sad but what can I do about it she  probably hates me and she most likely never wants to speak to me and if that is true then why do I feel that I need to make everything right or at least try to... to see if we are ok? Ok I have to try i'm just gonna go up to her and talk to her. Well I hope that i just don't choke.