The L Word

CHAPTER4

Where was I oh yeah her lips were softer then silk and  her lips so kissable.I feel like the world is just right and then it hit me I waited to do this now of all times the day is almost over and were not coming back to school until late August. I am worried to the max and it can only get worse I could always just ask for her number but what if she dosen't give it to me then what would I do. I should just pucker up my lips and keep my mouth shut.Then again what if she thinks that I don't like her or don't care anymore because I couldm't call her. NO I have to do it OK here I go. " Chloe I was wondering if maybe if its not an inconvenience to you can I have you number?" she said " OK my number is..." I didn't know why she stopped then I turned around "Cameron Cameron is that you ?" "God its been ages." All the while in my head I was like who the fuck is this piece of shit? There is no way in hell that I would say that out loud what if this guy is important to her if I say it then I run the risk of loosing her or at least her being fucking pissed off at me. " James this is Cameron Cameron this is James my boyfriend i love saying that." Cameron says " Nice to meet you mate i've heard so much about you." This is fucking perfect if it wasn't hard enough trying to just be with her but then this prick is fucking British this is just peachy. That is what I wanted to say but instead I said " hey man how is going you seem like a nice guy." and I followed with " So how is it that you know each other?" and Chloe said " He is just a dear friend of mine trust me it's fine OK." I reluctantly said OK as I said that the bell rang for us to go to our next glass I had Finklemire and she had Ruzon so we had class on different sides of the school so I couldn't walk her all the way but when I took a left and she took a right Cameron said that I was. that kind of took me for a curve. I'm not afraid of any mo saying they like me but it never happened before so I was surprised to hear.

Well fast forward two weeks and Cameron Chloe and I hung out for a little while but every time we get together it seems like Cameron only wants to be with Chloe.What if he is trying to steal Chloe from me. If he thinks he could take her away from me he has got another thing coming i'll just confront him when we go back to my house the thing I just don't get is why dose he love hanging out at my house. Well we get back to my house and I notice this moving van pull off I knew that I was getting new neighbors so the pain would just have to wait until after I introduce myself. I decided to take Chloe and Cameron with me he said that his name was Kaleb and that he was the same age as me out of the corner of my eye I saw Cameron leaving with Chloe I told Kaleb that it was a pleasure and chased after them I walked up to Cameron and started yelling. I told him that he needs to back off and that Chloe was all I had the Chloe said "my god man you don't need to be that jealous he is gay for Pete sake and the only reason we tried to sneak out was because your new neighbor is his crush how could you not have any faith in me." I was just speechless and she was just looking at me with those big blue eyes. She knows that I can't resist  those eyes that mean that I have to admit my bad. I said " I didn't know I mean at first I wasn't that jealous because I thought he liked me but then ..." Cameron interrupted me and said " oh honey that was sweet that you thought I liked you but you just not my type." I said " well like I was saying you guys started to spend more and more time together and I just thought that he wanted to steal you from me and Chloe you are the best thing that ever happened to me and I just don't want to lose you so if he is important to you then i'm OK " she said " thank you but your not out of the dog house just yet you still have to kiss me to make it all better."With the biggest  grin on my face I said "Gladly come here" and the kiss was so passionate I just don't know what I did without her.