Til' Death Do Us Part

Dead And Gone

You dissapeared without a sight,

I truly hope you walked into the light.

But little did you know that I thought of you,

And once, it was until I spotted the morning dew.

The clock rolls on; tick tock, tick tock,

As  the key to my heart would not fit the lock.

I buried the grief deep within my soul,

That within time would create a dark, empty hole.

Perhaps the truth is that I'm afraid to release what's inside,

For the wave of pain would be too much to subside.

You were suppose to fight for me like a man should,

To never give up until you burned like wood.

However, did you even try,

Or was it me who should not have had cry?

Perhaps I was made to be the one instead,

To fight the doubts and sucpicions til I turned to lead.

Maybe I shouldn't have believed the hated lies told,

Who was I to know they were turning to mold?

But when all is said and done, it is I who have failed,

Not only as a daughter but as someone who bailed.

You're dead, gone, in the stars above,

And I never got the chance to know or love,

The man concidered my father, reguardless how cruel a past.

None of it shall ever matter, forever in my thoughts you last.