I thought it's over...I thought the angel has taken me with him.
Now here I am again...hello old dark place.
Laying in bed sleeping...but it was just a dream.
I thought I'm freezing...but I'm burning.
The devil dragged me down...this is where I belong.
All those stars up there shining bright...so unreachable.
I thought I'm swimming in the ocean...but the wetness isn't salty.
Waking up from the dream...I'm soaking in my own tears.
Those beautiful mermaids...I understand their hunger for male souls.
I thought I'm healed...but looking around oh I'm hospitalized.
Being trapped in cages...looking around it's his heart shaped.
It is raining inside the hospital...no it's dripping blood.
I thought I've been loved....what a fool I am.
He raised his hand waving at me...with a white tissue.
It isn't a hello my love...it's a painful goodbye my mistake.
I thought I'll never come in here to write anymore....but he send me back to this place where I came from. 9 years of being together....and now it's a goodbye.
I don't know if I'll be able to live (without him).
I'm a pretty old school person...I believe in love and I truely believe in the 1 love. I do believe that one day he'll come back to me, yes I know I'm pathetic.
YOU ARE READING
please listen to me
Short StoryI don't have anybody to talk to...nowhere to go....noone who can believe me...noone who I can tell my secrets....nobody I can share my pain with ....so please ...listen to me ....this is the only place I can type down my stories, my pain and be myse...
