[YOU ft. BTS & EXO] It really happens

My Choice

Anika's POV

"Yehet! Yehet! I have you now!" I hugged my Sehun's collection

"Your mine now!" And kissed it

I gaze on the collection and suddenly .. the P.A offer thingy enter to my mind.

If I would accept it, I will be dreaming NO MORE!

"I can be with you!" I talked to Sehun's magazine cover.

This is really frustrating! 3 days had past after that agreement.

I need to choose between EXO & BTS.

I feel at home with BTS, would I feel the same with EXO oppa?

"*Here!*" I gave my payment to the cashier for the groceries of BTS and Sehunnie collection.

Afterwards, I immediately went up the room and opened My new collection 

"Aaaaaaaaaaaah!" I saw Sehun's poster with his real signature, post cards, fan, sticker, shirt and larnyard.

"*You gonna break our eardrums!*" Jiminie complained

"*Look Suga oppa!* I bought it!" I place my collection on his front

"You really don't forget it huh?"

"Ne, *ofcourse! Everytime I'm going to mall to buy your stuffs, I'm always visiting it*"

I put my collection inside my cabinet and ready the table for their dinner.

'You can be our P.A'

'You can be our P.A'

'You can be our P.A'

This words are keep on repeating and repeating on my mind.

^'TELL BTS ABOUT EXO's OFFER'^

Here we go again!  My mind is talking inside of me.

But I cant, I don't have the strength.

But still-- a lot of But's and If's.

But If I do that I will know the answer, But if I do that Maybe they can Understand me.

If I choose EXO I will be closer to Sehunnie!

Can I wish for two bodies?, 'this is freaking harder than final exams' >< but actually I'm lucky because If I choose either of the two I know I will be happy.

But If I will choose EXO, maybe I will know or I will find out the answer on my questions that:

'Who would makes me complete?

'Where Ill be get better?

'Where I can be happier with or Who is happy to be with?

 

"Ya! Anika! Thinking something?" Someone snap on my front

"EXO!" Suddenly I freak out

"Wae? *why are you thinking of them?*"

"Ahm, Nothing. C'mon lets eat now!" They start to eat dinner while me, Im just watching them. I will miss this 7 boys and Manager B who stands as my eomma.

'I HAVE MY CHOICE NOW'

 

I'll go with --- EXO.

I think about it almost 3.6.5 times (XD) I hope BTS will understand and accept my chosen field.

 BTS knows how I desperate to be with Exo especially with Sehun. So I guess they will forgive me with this.

Still I don't make any move on my plate, my appetite is lost. 

"Anika, I think you really have a problem.. c'mon share it with us, Is that a girl problem? We can talk about that" Manager told me

I smile a little bit and looked down

Why I can't look straight on their eyes?

I can't tell it today guys, sorry. I think and I feel this is not the right time to confess. I don't want to end this night with sadness.

"Ahh, aniyo! Gwaenchana!"

"Hmmm. Manager do we have any schedule for tomorrow?" We all looked to Jungkookie

"Ne, ne on MBC wae?"

"*Why don't we have a bonding or dinner outside after the performance? I guess Anika just feeling homesick or missing her family? What do you think hyungs?*"

"Ofcourse!" They all agree

You need to pretend Anika-ssi!

"What do you think Anika?" V asked me

"We don't want to see you sad" Jin added

They are all staring at me, waiting for my response

"I think ....... that's a Good idea" I smile, but a fake one.

 "Soooooo?? OK! This would be exciting! I will handle everything!" Manager announced

"It will be great if we bring Anika On our favorite Resto, right Manager?" Rap Mon requested

"Yes, yes!" She nods

They all looked excited. But how will their reaction will be if I will tell them that Im leaving?