Stay With Me

chapter nine

Eva

I'm currently chilling on the couch after I woke up from my nap, I decided that I want to watch tv so I picked up the remote and pressed Hulu.

I searched Buffy and my show popped up, I know this show is hella old but Buffy The Vampire Slayer is such a good show.

She is actually a really gorgeous girl, I wish I could've been a teen in the 90's. All the styles and looks are so cute, definitely retro which is my favorite I just can't ever pull it off.

The door opens and I hear someone walk in.

I don't want to look behind me to see who it is because I'm way to into the show.

I feel the couch dip beside me and I turn to the right to see Jack. "Hi" I say.

He doesn't say anything back but just watches my show.

I leave it alone and return my attention to the great show.

A few minutes pass by as we sit in silence watching the tv, all of a sudden I feel him lean on my shoulder.

I look down at him and he's sound asleep laying on me. My heart melts as I study him. I just want to make him happy, be the reason he smiles in the morning. When i picture me having this baby I want him to be with me, like with me with me.

Every time we've found our way back to each other, I hope that's the case still.

- - -

I woke up at 8:30 this morning because today is my first doctor visit. I didn't tell jack because well when he woke up from napping on the couch he went to his room and left soon after.

Not to sure where he went but I guess I'll just do this on my own.

This is so new to me, being pregnant I mean. It's a special thing that's all I know.

I walk out to my car and get in the drivers seat, putting my seat belt on.

I typed in the address on my phone and started the engine. My beauty growled to life and I back up and drove out of the enclosed drive way.

LA traffic is a whole different type of traffic, New York was bad but shit, here it's dead stop traffic on the freeway type shit.

Annoying as fuck.

I slowed down to a stop, once I reached a really busy intersection, just when my car stopped my phone dinged and I glanced down at it and then back up and made sure it was safe to check it.

I am going to be sitting at this red light for about 4 minutes anyways.

The message was from Jack.

Jack- I'm meeting you at the doctors office.
Me- you are?
Jack- yea. I told you were in this together.

I looked up again to see if it was still okay to be looking at my phone, it was.

How does he even know? I think Makayla might of told him.

Me- right, okay ill see you there.
Jack- you'll see me and Tiana, I'm sorry I know you probably don't want her here but..
Me- it's okay.

I locked my phone and sighed tossing it in the passenger seat.

I rested my head on my hand that was being propped up by the door frame.

"Why does he have to be so oblivious?"

I swear she's a grimy little stuck up bitch.

Sorry my hormones are just making me super fucking annoyed. I mean come on, jack could do so much better than her. I definitely don't want her negative vibes around my baby.

Dumb bitch.

- - -

I'm currently sitting in my car contemplating wether or not I should act normal or have an attitude.

The more mature side of me wants to just be the bigger person and come to terms with the fact that this is MINE and JACK's baby, not hers, so there's nothing I should be tripping over.

Then on the other hand, I should be trippin because she's a sneaky little bitch who is going to fuck Jack over so hard and when she does I'll be there to tell him I told you so, and hopefully I won't be pregnant anymore so I can beat that bitches ass for hurting my man.

My man.

Well he's not mine at the moment but come on, we all know how this plays out.

LIGHT BULB. Hold the fuck up.

I got it.

I know what I need to do.