Random thoughts

Beauty

self worth:

This is what I do
I lock myself away
I'm insecure about myself
It's kinda obvious to some
Others don't really know
People tell me I'm beautiful
I just don't really know if I can believe them
Since in my mind the only way I'm beautiful is if I have a mask over my face
Covering up the real way I look because to me that's beautiful
Does anyone really know the definition of beauty
"A combination of qualities, such as shape, color, or form, that pleases the aesthetic senses, especially the sight"
Now this is the first definition the second referenced to a goddess
It's funny what people consider beautiful in this world
Because most people don't consider themselves worthy of such a title as beauty
They tear themselves down time and time again
They'll be doing good for maybe a while then someone will come along and destroy they're self worth
And all because of one comment your down on your knees again wondering why you were made to look like this
Why you aren't like the pretty girls
Why you aren't skinny enough for yours or others liking
And your sent into a rampage about "why"
And you'll keep asking yourself that question until it drowns you in it
I know because I've gone through this