Everyone ignored the events of last night or at least it seemed that way when I woke up this morning. Jinxx was laying on the couch eating slim jims, Ashley was driving, CC was sleeping, Ryan was here and Andy was in the FIR bus with the girls.
The last thing I remember was laying in Jinxxs arms while he carried me into the bus. Then I fell alseep in my room on the BVB bus.
Ryans eyes met mine as I walked out of the bunk area into the main room. "Well isnt it sleeping beauty"
I force a smile and say "I see Jinxx found my slim jims." I glare over at him as he sits up with full cheeks.
With his mouth full like a chipmunk storing its buts he mumbles out "You dont even like slim jims"
"Well I was going to give them to the girls if we got hungry during a concert" I explained myself and hit him on the back of his head "But I cant now"
"Owwwwweeeee" he whined like a two year old while looking at me with a angry pouty face.
"Your acting as if you were planning on having some" Ryan smirked proud of his remark.
"Whatever wise ass" I replied everyone laughed.
"We can pull over for a drive through order and still make it in time to see the Pierce The Veil set." Ashley said from the front seat "What should we stop for Allison"
Ashley knew I didnt eat which is probably why he wanted me to choose where to get lunch. Ryan and Jinxx seconds after the question was asked harmonized their answer without trying "Carl's Jr".
I smile at how well they know me and nod in agreement. "That is my favorite fast food place."
"Please its your favorite food place in general" Cc said from in his bunk.
I look over to the closed bunk annoyed "That asshole woke up just to pick a fight with me?"
"Yup and he disagrees about being a asshole." Cc said poking his head out to see everyone "So Carl's?"
"All you do is eat and sleep you fat ass" Jinxx said to him in a snarky tone.
"Thats not true I also play the drums in the band Black Veil Brides. " Jinxx threw a pillow at him.
I rolled my eyes at the two of them "Dip shit"
Jinxx looked offended "Who are you calling a dip shit?!"
"Both of you!" I said before sitting next to Ryan since he was the only person even close to sane in this buss.
Cc jumped out of his bunk in only his boxers. "Thats rude"
"Not as rude as walking around nude. Put some clothes on your pervert" Ryan said and I couldn't help but laugh.
Mornings like these I realize how happy I can be even if it is only for a majority of seconds and it may not be true happiness but its what I got and im greatful for it every day. Therapists tell me to look for the silver lining in everything and I honestly try my best. Today the schedules are lined up where FIR, BVB and SWS are all playing at the same time leaving me and the girls alone. They'll want to mosh and ill be worried about seeing Tony in the crowd. Tony. How was there a silver lining in being alone when your ex is hunting you down.
The bus stopped and I realized that we had made it to Carls while I was list in thought we all ordered our meals and ate them on the way to town.
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"This will be our last song for today" the crowd booed and complained. "Im sorry but we need to get our very good friends Sleepover With Sirens up here." Vic said never loosing his wide smile. You could never have a conversation with that guy without him saying how much he loves seeing his fans and friends every day of his life.
FIR and BVB went to their set and I decided to wait backstage to say hi to Vic and to watch the set with Kellin and Kris. Cailyn went to watch FIR, leah went to BVB and we stayed here so they could have some friends to watch them.
"We're closing with Hold On Till May" Vic said "I ah hope you like it"
The beginning of the song started to ring out of the amps while Kellin cheered like a fan girl for his close friend. I laughed as Vics voice began to ring out along with the insterments
"
She sits up high, surrounded by the sun
One million branches and she loves every one
"Mom and dad, did you search for me?
I've been up here so long I'm going crazy!"
And as the sun went down we ended up on the ground
I heard the train shake the windows
You screamed over the sound
And as we own this night
I put your body to the test with mine
This love was out of control
3-2-1 where did it go?
Now don't be crazy
Yes now of course you can stay here.
Been in a touring band for going on ten years.
"Big deal," she said, "I guess you're official."
I only said it 'cause I know what it's like to feel burned out
It gets you down,
We've all been there sometimes
But tonight I'll make you feel beautiful once again
And as the sun went down we ended up on the ground
I heard the train shake the windows
You screamed over the sound (over the sound)
And as we own this night
I put your body to the test with mine
This love was out of control
3-2-1 where did it go?
If I were you I'd put that away
See, you're just wasted
And thinking 'bout the past again
Darling, you'll be okay
And she said,
[Lindsey:]
"If you were me, you'd do the same
'Cause I can't take anymore
I'll draw the shades and close the door
Everything's not alright and I would rather..."
And as the sun went down we ended up on the ground
I heard the train shake the windows
You screamed over the sound (over the sound)
And as we own this night
I put your body to the test with mine
This love was out of control
Tell me where did it go?"
The fans cheers roared so loud it hurt my ears "HOT DAMN!" Kris yelled barely loud enough so I could hear.
"I NEED TO PISS!" I screamed at her.
"Good for you!!" Kellin yelled "Its my turn. See you later" He said while run on on stage and high fiving PTV on their way off his band members following close behind.
I turned to Kris "Ill meet you at the FIR stage set up im going to find the rest room" Kris agreed before walking off.
The restroom was down a alley way in between a band bus and a brick wall. After I did my business I scrubbed my hands raw with soap and walked out of the bathroom.
"Allison?" The voice I was hearing was broken and weak.
I froze in fear. The day was going so well it couldn't go wrong so early and not when I was alone. Slowly I turn around to see a male was sandy blonde hair, soft green eyes and alcohol in his hand. "T-ony?" I studdered in fear.
"Babe im so sorry" he approached me trying to touch me but I backed up.
"Go away! I dont want to see you again" I tried to walk away but he grabbed me.
"Please I love you" his breath smelled of alcohol and smoke just like that night...
"Your not the same person I loved. Your a drunk and a drug addict. LET GO!" He threw me against the wall making my still fresh wound from the first day at warped throb in pain.
"Your mine you hear. No one else's. No one could ever love you so be happy that I will pitty you enough to date you" he spat out the words. It felt like he was driving daggers into my heart but hey the truth hurts doesn't it?
"HEY LET GO OF HER!!" A demanding female voice yelled. He let go of me causing me to stumble.
I look to see who is crazy enough to stand up to him and thats when I realized who the only one crazy enough to do that was. "Denise?"
