The life of Tyrus after Season 3

It's not fair

TJ POV (didn't think I would do that so soon)

It got faster Saturday 7 PM than I could blink. I met up with Cyrus and together we went to Buffy's place to finally do the Harry Potter Marathon. I have only seen the first movie once, but it's that long ago that I just can't remember anything about it. I kinda missed out on something, the second movie just ended and we did some discussion about who would be in which house.

"TJ no offense to you bro but you're totally a Slytherin. Who would better know than me, I mean I have to deal with you every day at school for three years by now."

I couldn't find any offense in Marty's statement and so I countered back.

"I don't know what you're complaining about. Being called a Slytherin is definitely not the worst thing. Ambitious, cunning - those things at least allow us to get the job done."

"I kinda have to agree with TJ. If you see life as a competition you start to value these things. I mean you either eat or get eaten."

I never thought that out of all people Buffy and me would actually come to an agreement. I guess that's a Slytherin-thing.

"Nobody gets eaten here, I'm gonna make some new popcorn, TJ why don't you come with me? I'd probably drop both bowls if I had to carry them alone."

I adore Cyrus pazifism. He felt the tension in the air and immideatly took countermeasures to it. If the whole world would be polluted by evil, he would be most likely the last safe spot of happyness. And I love how he's specifically my safe spot. I really gotta protect him at all cost.

Cyrus and me were now in the kitchen, Cyrus put the first load of unpoped popcorn into the microwave. I was just sitting in a cair, inentionally the wrong way around so I could rest my arms on the chairback and watch Cyrus being focused on the microwave

"You are too precious for your own good you know that Muffin?"

Yeah I know it's kinda cowardly to drop cheesy lines like that when the other one has no way to see them coming but seeing Cyrus blushing everytime was just way to fun. Sadly he saw right through my atempt and only gave me a quick smile before his focus went back on the machine that was in front of him.

"Well sometimes you gotta be smoth Teej."

"But c'mon, we were hardly arguing at that point."

"Because I stopped all of you before this would've gotten us to an hours-long debate each Harry Potter house, where everyone would've been salty at the end because none of you would stop since everyone of you takes so much pride in what they do and how they do it."

That's kind of... correct tho. I haven't looked at things from that. Being the son of four therapists really has it's benefits. But yet I feel like there's more to that what he said.

"Even if you are technically correct, I would be careful with saying such things. If you try to please more than one side in any debate you won't satisfy both ends."

"Hmm.. I know you're right. Sometimes I forget these details. I guess I got a little bit carried away as well."

With the end of that sentence, the second bowl of popcorn was ready know. I took ours and was about to get back to the living room with Cyrus.

"Hey look who got also carried away?"

Cyrus was pointing towards the sofa. From the kitchen you get a good look at the living romms sofa. And I cursed that in this specific situation. Buffy and Marty were kissing. I don't know what it is but seeing this makes me uncomfortable. Since I'm in a relationship with Cyrus, whenever I see people kissing I always feel this jealousy, followed by guilt.

"They look cute together, don't they?"

Eventhough Cyrus had good intentions saying this, that just crossed the line for me. I put down our bowlet on the kitchen table and went out from the kitchen to the garden via the back door. I just couldn't look at them. I decided to sit in the lawn and take a look at the stars. Of course Cyrus followed me right away and decided to sit next to me. The Air is really fresh cause winter is right around the corner, but I think this actually helps me to cool down.

"TJ is everything ok? What happened?"

I heard the concern in his voice. As hard as I tried to remain silent, to escape from giving him an answer, I think this time I can't escape from an answer.

"It's nothing.. It's just, whenever I look at couples kissing them I wish we could do the same, but there is this really big fear in me... and I don't know how to overcome that fear. I would've loved to kiss you for a long time but I just can't do it. And it makes me really jealous."

"Jealous? Why's that?"

"Why?... I'm the captain of the basketball team, I'm a good athlete with somewhat of a reputation at school, I overcame this math dyslexia and had the courage to confess my love to you. And yet I still can't manage to kiss you. I barely manage to kiss your head! How would you not get jealous when you see other people doing it so carelessly? It's not fair!"

Cyrus took the hand that was on his side and started to comfort me.

"Maybe... because I'm a boy? Eitherway, I don't care TJ. We said we're gonna do this whole relationship stuff in our tempo. It's ok if can't go into full gay mode right away, nobody is expecting that from you. And you shouldn't either."

I looked to the ground. He was right once again. Although I'm a bit defeated for this evening, I started to stand up.

"Yeah you're probably right.. let's go inside, it's too could here outside, even for me. Also I got some Marty Gryffindor ass to make sorry for what he said to me hehe."

Cyrus heard my playful intend and started giggling. Ooof how I love his laugh.

A/N: So I finally did my first TJ POV chapter. I know you're all asking yourself where I'm going with this story, but believe when I finished the next two chapters you all will understand. There is going to be at least one more TJ POV chapter planned but before I can do that there is something that needs to be written down first. Oh how I love being the creator of this story hehe :D

Don't forget to comment and rate the chapter or I will come for you. :v Btw I'm a Ravenclaw.