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later that night, sienna may or may not have been stalking jaden's social medias. she decided, why not go check out his tiktok too?

she opened the app and had hundreds of thousands of notifications. they were all on her video with jaden because she hadn't opened tiktok since that day.

sienna clicked on the video and watched it. over and over. tears started streaming down her face as she wrapped herself tighter into her blanket.

i miss him. why do things have to be this way? she thought.

then she realized, that they don't have to be like this. what if she just told troy how she really felt?

sienna decided to talk to jaden first.

siennacox followed jadenhossler
jadenhossler followed siennacox back

siennacox hi

jadenhossler hey

siennacox so i just opened tiktok for the first time in forever and holy shit

jadenhossler you should start making tiktoks, you would be good at it.

siennacox you really think so?
siennacox troy said that i wouldn't

jadenhossler wait fr?
jadenhossler i think you would be awesome.

siennacox awe thank you!!
siennacox would you wanna hang out sometime soon?

jadenhossler mhm word
jadenhossler you free on friday?

siennacox yup, can you do 3?

jadenhossler yeah for sure
jadenhossler how about at the mall?

siennacox sure, see you then.

sienna decided then that she should have a talk with troy, and asked him to come over. once he got there they sat on the couch.

"sooo what did you wanna talk to me for, babe?"

"well, i just don't think we're right for each other, troy. i think we'll always just be best friends, and only best friends. i don't feel that way about you, and i don't think i ever really did. i was just hurt and i needed someone to find comfort in. i know that sounds really bad, but it's the truth. i've always just told you the truth," sienna confessed.

"wow. just wow."

"what?"

"this whole time that we've been together, i thought you actually liked me. you only care about yourself."

"troy, i care about you. i love you, but as a friend. i know i should have told you sooner."

"then why didn't you, huh? why?" troy yelled.

"BECAUSE I THOUGHT, HELL, YOU WERE THE PERSON WHO HAS ALWAYS BEEN THERE FOR ME. I THOUGHT THAT MEANT THAT WE WERE MEANT TO BE. AND I DON'T THINK YOU UNDERSTAND HOW MUCH THIS HURTS FOR ME TO SAY. IT HURTS THAT YOU AREN'T. I WANT SO BADLY TO LOVE YOU THAT WAY, BECAUSE THAT'S WHAT YOU DESERVE, AFTER ALL THE LOVE YOU HAVE GIVEN ME, BUT I CAN'T. I DON'T."

troy was fell silent for about a minute before finally speaking.

"i don't know how i'm gonna be able to forgive you for this, sienna," he whispered. "but maybe one day i'll find a way. please just stay away from me until then."

then, troy left her apartment.

is it bad that sienna felt like a weight had been lifted off her shoulders? her true feelings had been internally torturing her, and she needed to be honest.

she still had feelings for jaden.