The Alpha

Chapter14

Riley's POV

Few minutes after Ryan stepped out, I have another visitor. Ari. I sigh at her blabbering about me being here, about Ryan letting this happen to me, about how she is going to kill Ryan and all that. Honestly, I am tired of her blabbering about how she is going to kill Ryan though one part of me feels happy at how much she loves me. I look at Ari to see she is deep in thought about something. One part of me is happy about the silence, the other part of me is concerned about her.

"What happened, Ari?" I ask her. She looks at me blankly. I can see that she is battling with herself about something. After few seconds she lets out a deep sigh.

"I should be asking that, Riley. What happened to you before you got into this pack? I know I should not be asking this, but I can't help it. I am not forcing you on this. Just know that I am always there for you and you can tell me anything anytime" She says as she steps back. "I am sorry, but I should be going now. Ryan's order," at that she turns around and runs away from the cell I am in.

I close my eyes and think about what I should be doing. There are only two options. One, tell about my past to Ryan and continue to live my life happily and two, keep my mouth shut and let this torture continue. Second option doesn't look good. I think I should be telling everything about me to him, that's one step towards my happy life with my mate.

I open my eyes to see Ryan standing there with a bruised lips and bloody leg. He is wearing only a shorts, so the large gash on his thigh is very much visible. "What happened?" I ask, my voice dripping with concern and anger. He just walks towards me and again hugs me. He kisses my shoulder and lays his forehead there. He looks tired and drained out. I, at the moment, very much want to stroke his hair and assure him everything will be okay.

"Rogue attack" he simply states and I know who is behind these attacks and why are they attacking this pack. I want to cry and cry for bringing this pack danger but I know it's useless. I grit my teeth, converting all those hurt and pain into anger. I will get my revenge, I have been planning for so long and these attacks are giving me a reason to kill him as soon as possible.

"I will kill him," I promise to him. I know my words are full of hatred and pain, and he knows I am the reason behind this attack. I want Ryan to hug me when I soak small part of his shirt with my tears, but the alpha in me is not allowing me to do that. I have been taught to not show any weakness in front of anyone by the so called rogue alpha.

He just hums, his mind deep in his own thoughts. "Are you a virgin, Riley?" he asks out of the blue. I dreaded this question. I at this very moment despised myself for not getting out of this restraints so I could run away from here. He looks into my eyes searching for any answers but I keep it blank, void of any emotions as I have practiced this look many times.

After a few moments of him searching my eyes and me having an internal battle with myself, I decide that I at least owe him the truth about this. I close my eyes not wanting to see the look of hurt in his eyes as I answer, "I am sorry, Ryan. I am not a virgin." I didn't justify my actions knowing that it will just be so stupid, so I leave it at that.

He has every right to be angry at me, hurt by me. He saved himself for me, but I couldn't do the same.

"You don't have to be sorry for that, Riley. I am in love with everything which makes you, you. I know you didn't had a best past and I am sure losing your virginity was also included in the worst incidents of your life. Feel free to correct me if I am wrong," he states as he looks into my eyes again.

I am trying to find something in his eyes, the look of disgust that I didn't wait for him, the look of pity for not able to save myself for him, there was nothing. I can only find sincerity and understanding. I am trying to find a reason so I can delay telling him about my past, but it's hard to find when you have a mate like Ryan.

I think I am ready to open up to him. It may look like it isn't that bad, but I just want to take this off of my heart. I have never told anyone about anything, not even to Evan while he was the only true friend I got though he is Ryan's best friend.

I take a deep breath before looking straight at his eyes, "I think, it's time you know all about me and my pack..."

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