The wrong cab - Soulmates?!

chapter ten

When we arrived at his house I was really close to just push  him in the elevator and leave, but noooo the lady in the foyer was looking closely at me, analysing every step I took and maybe I just couldn't get it over my heart to just leave him there. So now I was standing in the elevator. " Hello, don't sleep, you idiot" I blurted out. " Iam nooot" ash replied while looking as if he had spinned for an hour. " Yeah right, of course" I said sarcastically. " You are rude! Why are you my soulmate? I really wanted to have a soulmate. Someone who I could trust and where I know that she wouldn't cheat. But what do I get? A college girl that is always in a bad mood and who never wanted a soulmate, not even a relationship."
Wow for his drunk ass he seemed very sober, maybe he was thinking about this a lot and he now finally he talked it off if his soul, I thought by myself. I sighed.
" Look Ash, I am not saying I will fight against this bond. But we both decided TOGETHER that we will ignore that thing between us and just go one with life. So now tell me what exactly do you expect me to do? Am I supposed to jump in to your arms and directly move in? Because if that is the case you can wait. You have to accept that I am not a girl how they are presented in media or books. Everybody is different just because you know one person, that doesn't mean that every person is the same. People have different chracteristics. Thats what makes them people. And I am not someone who trusts easily and that I dont seek a relationship at the moment is because I never had one and I dont think that my mind and heart would help me study when I would be experiencing a new and intensive thing."
He looked at me in confusion. A tension built up between us and the air seemed to be filled with electricity. I looked him in the eyes and locked eyes with him. His eyes are so beautiful, they are always shining and full of fondness and something I have never seen this extreme. Love. It was weird how much a single person can mean that you completely lose it just because the person says she is disappointed by you. Now he was getting closer. Oh holy God. My eyes were flicking down to his lips. His pretty pretty lips. They were not to full but also not to slim they were perfect. And with perfect I mean perfect they had a nice colour and now they were being slightly opened. My eyes got back to his eyes. They had darkende and were now full of love and desire. I felt how I also leaned closer, like I was pushed by an unseen might. His eyes now flicked down to my lips, he nearly stared at them and I felt like my lips were about to catch fire by his intensive stare. I now looked at his lips to and saw him licking his top lip while his teeth were biting his bottom lip. The view itself made my stomach feel like someone had put a million butterflys in there. Now he was looking me straight in the eyes with his teeth still in his bottom lip and the desire written in his eyes. That was to much for me a slight sigh flew out my mouth and his eyes got even darker if that was possible. I felt my cheeks heaten up as he lifted his hand to put it on my chin while he was getting closer. We were now so close that our breaths mixed between us and I started to close my eyes.
'Pling'
The elevator had stopped and I was so confused I just stood there looking at Ash. I was getting angry.
Partly because I would have let him do whatever he wants with me and because nothing if this would have happened if he wouldn't have drank. 
So I pushed him out of the elevator and directly closed the door and went back down stairs.

Now it is the next day and I got a message from ash which said "sorry". Just that. Not 'im sorry' no no: "sorry". And to be honest with you I was slightly pissed, still at both of us.
"Oh come on Allie! You can't sit here all day being pissed because of this one person that you claim not have a bond to" Cassie tried to get me up but I really didn't want to.
"I have been dancing today for two hours and I had two lectures, I also have been doing my homework for two hours now so I really don't want to go anywhere. I am going to lie here in this bed until my next dance class!" I said while turning around in my bed.
"Oh god, you idiot" Cassie blurted out before pushing the door closed.
She didn't knew what had happened and that I was also disappointed by myself that one look of him could make me through all my rules out of the next window.

I have gotten a big fat nap since Cassie was gone, but now somebody was knocking on the door to our dorm. So I got up and opened the door  and closed it in an instant.
It was Ash.