hey
i haven't been in the best headspace recently
i have resorted to hurting myself
i can't tell my members
that would be weak of me
and i'm not weak
i think
hurting myself helps
it gets rid of the demons
and the blood
it looks beautiful
i almost got caught yesterday
seonghwa was yelling
at me to get out of bathroom so he could use it
i was in a mad dash to clean up the blood
he ran in the minute i opened the door
that's all i have for today
i really hope no one finds this
- San
YOU ARE READING
hey
Fanfictionsan is in a really dark place. he writes seven letters one for each member. you'll see those at the end though. for now we'll just see his diary entries. // short chapters// lowercase intended// formerly known as r.e.v.i.r.d.e.r.//
