dear seonghwa,
if you're reading this it's either cleaning week and i have a lot of explaining to do
or i killed myself
more likely the second one
i just want you to know
that you are an amazing singer,
'Mom',
and friend.
it was my blade
you knew that
but you didn't want to believe it
so you didn't ask me.
i love you, 'mom'
i hope you know that
i'm not doing this to hurt you
i doing this because i don't deserve to live
i don't deserve you
i don't deserve our atiny
i don't deserve love
i know you're going to disagree
but just ask them, i deserve it
you're probably wondering who they are
they're you
your voice
you and the others voices
telling me to kill myself
that i don't deserve atiny
and i agree.
so my beloved seonghwa
this is it.
i love you
goodbye
YOU ARE READING
hey
Fanfictionsan is in a really dark place. he writes seven letters one for each member. you'll see those at the end though. for now we'll just see his diary entries. // short chapters// lowercase intended// formerly known as r.e.v.i.r.d.e.r.//
