hey
i have good news for once
mingi and yeosang finally got there shot together
they're out on a date right now
we've all been fanboying over it
mingi asked yeosang to go out with him
by proposing with a ring pop
it was so cute
so now that minsang has sailed
we have two couples in the band
seonghwa and hongjoong [check]
mingi and yeosang[check]
me and wooyoung[never in my wildest dreams]
yeah
i choi san like no love jung wooyoung
but i don't have a chance
not with him
not with
anyone
because of
them.
.them
them.
.them
it's always them.
but i deserve hurt
i deserve pain
i need a smoke
but i can't
the others would figure it out
i'm in the bathroom.
i have a blade
i took off my jeans
i start cutting at my flesh
up where my jeans will cover
i'm sorry i got blood in you my journal
i have to go
-San
YOU ARE READING
hey
Fanfictionsan is in a really dark place. he writes seven letters one for each member. you'll see those at the end though. for now we'll just see his diary entries. // short chapters// lowercase intended// formerly known as r.e.v.i.r.d.e.r.//