number nine

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dear yunho
if you are reading this it's cleaning week
and i am screwed
or i'm dead
the second is more realistic
i'm not doing this to hurt you
i'm doing this because of them
the voices
your voices
telling me to kill myself
that i don't deserve you
i don't
my letters to you guys are getting shorter
it's not that i don't love you
trust me i love you with my whole heart
i just don't know how to write these
i'm going to miss you
but i need to do this
i love you, brother
goodbye

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