hey
something happened today
seonghwa and hongjoong found
a blade with blood on it
my blade
my blood
we had a family meeting
we all looked so concerened
hongjoong made everyone show there wrist
thank god i only cut on my thighs
almost everyone's wrist was blank
but yeosang had some old scars
"these are from ages ago" he said
after a long conversation
everyone had agreed to tell
someone if they want to hurt themselves
them.
more than one.
should i talk to someone
would it help.
maybe
nah
i deserve the pain i give myself
i deserve
the pain
hongjoong and seonghwa are so upset
over the thought that one of there
"children"
could be hurting himself.
but they don't understand that
i deserve it
it
it
it
it
just like them. it.
it and them taunt me
but i deserve it.
but i do because of them.
god
how did yeosang stop
actually i know how
he stopped because he doesn't deserve pain
i
do
- San
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Fanfictionsan is in a really dark place. he writes seven letters one for each member. you'll see those at the end though. for now we'll just see his diary entries. // short chapters// lowercase intended// formerly known as r.e.v.i.r.d.e.r.//
