my little secret ; lana del rey (DISCONTINUED)

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"I'll stay with you tonight" Lana says as we get into her house. I shake my head, "it's ok i'd rather be alone" I tell her not wanting to be with her all night, especially after what she did. "No i can't let you be alone" She demands. I shake my head again "Lana honestly i just wanna be by myself right now" I tell her and look at her seriously. She looks at me with a disappointment on her face and nods.

"Ladies let's watch a movie, i'll get some popcorn and stuff, you 2 pick the movie" Brad says and walks to the kitchen. I walk over to the couch and sit down in the corner of it, Lana grabs the remote and begins going through netflix. "That's a great film" Brad says coming in with a half full of treats. Lana nods in agreement and puts in on and switches the main lights off, leaving just the TV light on. She comes over to the coach and sits in the middle of me and Brad. "Come here" Brad says to lana as the movie starts and holds his arm out for her. I watch as Lana shakes her head, "i'm too warm" She replies and moves closer to me so our bare arms are now touching. There's something wrong with her I can tell.

This is literally the most boring thing i've ever seen, Lana's been on her phone the whole time and i've been watching her and Brad's loving the film. "what the fuck, my song video games is blowing up, it has over 200,000 listens" Lana says standing up in excitement and turning the light on. Brad pauses the film, "i'm so happy for you baby, you've always wanted this" he says and hugs her tightly. She looks at me and smiles, "that's so good, well done" I tell her. She comes over and stands in front of me, "hug me already" she says smiling. I do as she says and stand up and give her a small awkward hug, but she holds onto me and pulls me closer, putting her head in my neck. After a while she lets go and smiles at me.

Brad pulls his phone out his pocket as it starts ringing. "Yeah i'll be right there" Brad says and picks up his jacket putting it on. He ends the call and puts it back in his pocket. "Babe work have called me in, i'll be back tomorrow ok i love you" He says and kisses her cheek before exiting the house. Lana sighs and turns to me. "He's not going to work, he's meeting a girl" She tells me. I frown at her. "How do you know?" I ask her confused.

"I've seen him, he's been doing it for the past few months" She admits.
"Why are you still with him?" I ask as she sits on the couch. She looks up and pats the seat next to her, so i join her and sit down. "Literally he's my life right now, I don't earn money, this is his house, my family aren't from here, if i leave him i'm screwed" She tells me and I nod. I'm not really sure what to say, to be honest I don't even know Lana, she came into my life like 2 days ago. This girl is a mystery, i have no idea about her. The only thing I know is that she is fucking perfect.

"I'm sorry but i'm going to go to bed, i'm exhausted" I tell her, she nods and points to the stairs. "It's the first door on your right, I left some clothes on the bed for you" She tells me. I nod and leave the room.

Lana's PoV

I pace up and down the living room trying to find my note book. When i have an idea for music i have to write it in there or i'll forget it and i don't know where the fuck it is. I've been spending the last 3 months writing songs because i'm planning an album, but I literally need like one more song to finish it. I look towards the TV and see my notebook is next to it, i quickly grad it and run down to the basement to my music room. I sit down at my piano and write some lyrics in my notepad 'all my friends tell me I should move on' 'your soul is hurting me and telling me everything is fine, but i wish i was dead'.

I have a good feeling about this, I know i've only gotten 2 lyrics, but I can work on it. I continue playing around with the song until i realise i've been doing this for 2 hours and it's now 3am. Fuck. I close my note book and go upstairs towards the bedrooms. I notice that Lucy's door is slightly open so I quietly walk in the room to check on her. She's fast asleep and looks so peaceful. I'll admit, I like her a lot. She seems different, like she's broken and fragile and i like that about her because I can relate. And to be honest i'm scared she's going to do something to herself that will hurt her.

After a while of thought I end up crawling into the bed with Lucy. I would sleep in my own bed but I don't want Brad to come back in the early hours of the morning and try to cuddle me in bed, no thank you. And also I kinda want to be with Lucy right now, not that she will feel the same. "lana? what are you doing" she says quietly, her voice sounds all sleepy as she turns her head to look at me. I look at her tired face and sigh. "I don't want to be alone" I admit and she smiles are turns back round, leaving her back turned to me.