my little secret ; lana del rey (DISCONTINUED)

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It's morning now, I finally got to sleep last night. Me and Lana said our good nights and went our separate ways, nothing else happened. This morning we have already been for breakfast we are just going to sit round the pool until later in the evening. I put on my Calvin Klein bikini and tie my hair up in a pony tail.

I go down to the pool where everyone is already sat, I start putting suncream everywhere and realise i can't reach my back. "Can you help a girl out" I say to my auntie who is doing my sisters suncream. She laughs and nods, getting the bottle and rubbing some on my back and neck. She applies some to the places i've missed and nods continuing to do my sisters and her husbands. Lana and Brad join us at the pool, they are both laughing at something random. Lana sees me and looks me up and down before smiling. I place my towel down on the sun bed and lie on top of it, putting my headphones in and my sunglasses on. The weathers beautiful and warm. My sister taps me on the shoulder. "First one of the pool wins" She says to me and begins running. I quickly put my phone away and run after her but she beats me and jumps in the pool. I get in after and it's freezing but it's starting to get better. I put my sunglasses on top of my head and she starts splashing me. Ok now this is war. I swim up to her and dunk her head under the water and laugh loudly and quickly swim away before she gets me back. The pool is empty now because it's only like 11am which is good. Brad comes over and jumps in the pool splashing us. Me and my sister both splash him, as he splashes him back. Lana joins us and stands next to me splashing brad. "Ok this is war, Brad i'm on your team" me sister says jumping on his back making me and lana laugh. Lana swims behind me and gets on my back. Then we all just begin splashing each other, i'd personally say my team are winning but i don't really understand how this game can have a winner. We all get tired of splashing each other eventually, Lana gets off my back and kisses the back of my neck lightly while nobody is looking, making me blush slightly. My cousin Luke jumps in and joins us in the pool.

My mom comes over with her phone to take photos of us. My sister gets on Lukes shoulders, Brad has his arms in the air and Lana has her arm around my bare waist whilst i pull the peace sign. My mom takes a few more photos and goes back to sunbathing. My uncle throws us a ball and we start playing catch in the pool. "Ok i'm getting out i need a tan" I announce and swim to the ladder which i begin to climb but then I automatically get pulled back in by Lana and she begins splashing me. "erm excuse me" I say laughing and she throws the ball at my head and laughs. She comes over and jumps on me making me laugh again.

"omg are you lana del rey" a young girl says, stood at the side of the pool. "I am, you know me?" Lana says letting go of me. "I love your music, can i get a photo with you" The girl asks kindly. Lana says yes and gets out of the pool, asking me to take the photo for her. I get out and the girl passes me her phone. I take a few photos and the girl thanks us before walking off to her parents. "Well that just happened" Lana says to all of us smiling widely. I smile and head back to my sun bed and she follows me. I lie back on my sun bed and decide to let the sun dry me off before i apply more suncream. I put my sunglasses on and my headphones in, before starting on my sunbathing.

I wake up to something cold on my stomach, I open my eyes and see Lana putting suncream on me. "When did I fall asleep?" I ask confused, taking my sunglasses off and rubbing my eyes. "About an hour ago, i don't want you to burn" She tells me, rubbing her hand around my abs on my stomach. She does my legs, arms, shoulders and face making me turn so she can do my back. I lie on my front and she puts suncream on the rest of my including my arse. Which was slightly weird. I thank her before putting my headphones back in and closing my eyes again. I'm sweating loads because it's boiling but I can't be bothered going back to the pool.

It's a few hours later now and we are all getting ready for a meal, today has been fun we've just been sat around the pool all day and my tan has already slightly coming on. I grab my white dress that lana got me out of my suitcase that i still need to unpack. I quickly shower and dry my hair and straighten it. Then i put some makeup up and get dressed into the dress. It's beautiful. I put my L necklace back on and check myself out in the mirror before spraying my perfume. There's a knock on my door so I open it and everyone is there seeing if i'm ready, i smile and put my boots on before grabbing my bag. We all go to Lana and Brad's room and knock on to get them.

I stand behind everyone and lean on the wall scrolling through the photos my mom took of us in the pool. I save them all and set one as my lock screen because it's so cute. My cousin Luke stands next to me and we take a selfie as Lana and Brad exit there room. "Cute" I say to Luke showing it him. He laughs and i quickly send it to him. We all start walking down to the restaurant, Lana let's go of Brad's hand and slows down to walk with me at the back. She has this cute black dress on and her hairs straight and she has gold eye shadow on her eyes.  "You look beautiful" She says admiring my dress. She puts her arm round my shoulder and we keep walking. "thank you, you look good too" I tell her and she laughs as we walk into the restaurant. She takes her arm off me as the waiter shows us to our table. I take a seat next in the middle of Luke and my sister and opposite Lana.

"Do you guys want to order some drinks?" The guy says with his accent, he's cute. "Can i have strawberry daiquiri please" I say and he smiles writing it on the paper. "I'll have the same" my sister replies. "I'll have a mango daiquiri please" Lana says and everyone else orders red wine. The waiter comes back with our drinks, i take a sip of mine and am pleasantly surprised, this is the nicest one i've ever had. "Nice?" Lana asks seeing my reaction. I laugh "yeah it's well nice".

She passes me her drink "try this" she says and tries mine. I take a sip out of her straw, her drinks also really nice. "Yeah that's good" I tell her, handing her it back. I look over at Brad who looks weirdly nervous but I just ignore it. I look through the menu debating what to get. The waiter comes back over to take our order, "I'll have a chicken salad please" I say after everyone else finishes there order. I take another sip of my drink which is actually really strong and because i haven't drank properly in a while it's hitting me. I call the waiter back over "can we get some water" I ask smiling.

"coming right up gorgeous" He says and smiles. Lana looks up and frowns at me, she's so jealous omg. He comes back over with the water jug and pours a glass for just me. "Thank you" I reply and he winks making my cheeks turn red. Lana seems to be getting really annoyed which makes me want to flirt with him back because it's funny.
After 10 minutes he brings our food over and we all tuck in. It's so good.

"let me take a photo of you guys, Brad lana everyone go stand at the other side" My mom says standing up. Lana comes and stands behind me putting her arm on my shoulder and Brad stands at the other side of her. We all smile and my mom takes the photo. After we finish eating some of us order deserts and others didn't. Me and my sister are sharing a brownie. She gets a spoon and feeds me, making me laugh. I finish off my drink and it's not time to go to the bar which is across from the restaurant, i think there having a Hawaii theme tonight which is cool. We pay the bill and walk out, the waiter says goodbye to me on the way out.

We all head into the bar, a girl puts a necklace on us all as we walk in. We choose a table and sit down and all get cocktails. "Ok guys I have an announcement thing" Brad says tapping a spoon on his glass. Lana looks at him confused not really knowing what's going on. "everyone stand up" he tells us which we all do.

"Ok so I just want to say this year has been the bestest year of my life and that's thanks to you Lana. I've gotten you in my life and met all these amazing people. And i just want to say I love you so much, no matter how much of a dick i've been and the bad choices i've made. So my gorgeous, will you marry me" He says getting down on one knee pulling out a box out of his pocket. Heartbreak. Yep that's what I just got, i didn't think i'd be effected this much but that hurt a lot. The rest of my family all smile widely and cheer, but I stand there shocked and confused. I look over at Lana who looks confused too, she glances at me and sighs before looking back to Brad. I take a massive gulp of my drink, preparing myself for what's about to happen. "Yes" Lana says and smiles. I really want to look like i'm happy for her right now but i can't and i don't want people to see i'm upset so i'm going to excuse myself. "I'm going to the bathroom" I say grabbing my bag, I take one last look at the couple who are hugging and kissing before storming off.

Fuck.