So with one of the new books I've been writing, I sort of based one of the characters body description based off of my own body, sort of. It's weird cause I'm not even that old yet. But my body is mature for my age.
It also feels really weird sometimes cause I'm Genderfluid.
Once one of my classmates asked if I stuff my bra. Why would I do that, I'm 12?
I mean, I guess he has a point (when I say he, it wasnt harrassment when he asked, he is a close friend and we talk about shit like that cause he is a gay kween) cause I am a year younger than everyone, but I'm also developing really quickly.
Everyone in Jamaica even older than me is developing slower and it makes me feel weird. I'm taller than my 14 year old Male cousin.
Like 2 or 3 inches taller.
I was having a full on conversation with my aunt and she interrupted me to say I'm going to have big boobs in the future. Like a'ight, but why is that important.
Its not like I'm completely uncomfortable with my body, it's just weird in certain situations with certain people. I'm almost taller than my mom.
I just....have a problem
