Serious talk rn
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I'm tired, hot, and smart
I'm tired because uve been awake since 4 am, hot because there is a fucking blackout and it's been 2 hours, I would like my ac
And finally smart, because today at dream I took my practice shsat.
Fucking shoot me, it took every fucking fiber in my fucking body to not slam my fucking head on the fucking table repeatedly till I fucking die. Fucking fucks fucking fuck.
I think I did okay, real talk, I've been doing some real research on specialized high schools in NY
My top 2, well only 2 for specialized is Bronx Science, which my dad wants me to get in, or American Studies.
I prefer AS because you take a 3 year course on American history, it also specializes in English. Which are 2 of my favorite subjects, Science is well there, but they arent the best with math, which is good cause I suck at it.
It's also a small school on a college campus, it has AP classes for History and English, which is really good. You cant graduate till you take at least one course at Lehman, which is where AS is.
Bronx Science is mostly math and fancy science, and as much as I like experimentation and learning how things work, it's a bit too much.
And a grand total of 3,000 student vs. 400 students is a way big difference. They are also the closest to me, my dad when I told him he was like I've never heard of this school before.
My parents do this thing where is a suggest a school they try to find everything wrong with it, that being location, rating, curriculum, and most importantly: specialized or not.
This school has a curriculum I'm interested in, it has good ratings besides extracurricular activities, since it is a small school; it is specialized, AND MOST IMPORTANTLY: location, according to my parents Bronx Science is closest, AS is 3 fucking blocks away, no joke. I've beat the system.
Another thing, I've decided to put my books on hold except my Janthony book, I will update that twice a week, the chapters will be better and a bit longer.
Speaking of that book, should I take down the smut chapter and rewrite it and then publish it. Again.
I dont think I did well on that, anyway, gn, I'm still waiting for power
-Chelsea 🧡
