I said I was gonna do the countdown to Christmas and I've officially lost count of the days I've missed
I'm sorry I havent done that or a lot for my wattpad
I've actually been busy with school since the year is ending and before 2019 ends I really wanna finish this crack book.
So I'm gonna delete the countdown to Christmas....
Also I'm sorry I never put out deadass anything for Homeless, its supposed to end next week and I've lost my motivation to write the chapters
And it's not like I've lost the want to do this book or have writers block
I'm just so fucking tired
And can I just say my mental health is going down the drain for anyone who cares
I'm convinced everyone hated me and is talking behind my back
So I'm sorry to all my friends for being a bitch all the time and complaining about shit all the time.
Also, if anyone is still reading this, some things have been starting to hit harder for me.
For example, classic me complaining about my age and it's not like I dont enjoy being smart or something.
I dont like feeling like I dont belong anywhere.
Everyone hates the 7th graders including myself but then I remember I'm supposed to be one.
And then I remember all the things I can't do but my friends can when we get to a certain grade or age.
My parents constantly treat me like a baby.
I'm also tired of them constantly yelling at me when I don't think I'm gonna get into a good high school but then tell me everything I'm doing or have done in the past isnt enough and that I'm stupid.
That I'm fucking dumb.
They constantly treat like I'm a piece of shit and as much as I hate its fucking true
And, I'm sorry for publishing this even though I know I shouldn't
And I'm sorry for basically begging for attention all the time
