Sunshine and Gunpowder - A Densi Fanfic

16. Talk

Chapter 16 - Talk

Deeks' pov

"Sooo", I muttered under my breath, half hoping Kensi would start the conversation but then coming to the realisation of what she just went through, I knew i would be starting.

"So", she replied, but then fell silent, staring at me expectantly. I sighed and began.

"Kens, what are we?", I asked.

"I don't know anymore Deeks" , she answered unsurely. I paused.

"We kissed Kens, and we almost did a hell of a lot more", I whispered barely audiable. She just rolled her eyes and smiled slightly.

"Well done detective Deeks", she retorted sarcastically, looking at me with a sense of pride for what she had said.

"I'm serious", I said, trying to keep a straight face.

"Do you regret it?" She asked, her voice laced with vunrability, very unlike Kensi, I thought to myself.

"Do you?", I shot back immediately.

"I'll never regret anything when it comes to you Deeks", she responded, looking down at the floor. I smiled at her words and tilted her chin upwards with my hands so she was facing me.

"I feel the same way", I replied and her eyes lit up.

I felt us both leaning in towards each other, our lips only centimetres away from each other. I felt Kensi's warm breath fan over my lips.

"Wait", I said pulling back.

"Whats wrong?", Kensi questioned, I could hear rejection in her voice.

" I need to know what we are"

"We are what we've always been", she replied.

"And what's that?" , I responded.

"In love", she replied simply, and hearing those words, I smashed my lips to hers. She responded immediately, bringing her hands up to my head and tugging on clumps of my hair. My hands found their way onto her hips as we both showed each other what was hiding under our frozen lake.

We continued this until we both had to pull away for breath. We both just sat there staring into each others eyes, panting slightly, with smiles on our faces.

"Wow", we both muttered before bursting into laughter. Slowly I leant in until our forheads met.

"So, can I call you mine now?", I said.

"I wish you could Deeks", She sighs before getting up and walking to the window, running her hands through her beautiful hair.

"What are you talking about? Then what in the hell was all that?!", I questioned, walking over to join her.

"If Hetty finds out about this...", she began.

"She wont", I intrrupted.

"This is Hetty we're talking about, she freaking knows everything, not to mention Sam and Callen would have your ass!!

"Screw them", I replied immediately.

"Well what about the fact that Iam being hunted by people I dont know because of something to do with my supposedly dead faather ... I just don't want you to get hurt"

"Kensi I dont care about that. You don't need to protect me, we are still partners remember! There isn't even a rule forbiddening relationships between co-workers. And we're technically not even co-workers anyway, I'm still with the LAPD, Hetty can't fire me, if she cares that much, I'll just leave", I exclaimed in frustration. She laughed humorlessly.