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by night-talks

by night-talks

SO BASICALLY MY ENTIRE CHAPTER GOT DELETED FOR SOME REASON. UGHHHHHH ok yeah we'll get a move on

Warning: Smut, sexist slurs

Enjoy!

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Calum's lips crashed onto mine a second after, our bodies colliding as he crawled on top of me. His lips didn't leave mine as he bit my lower lip harshly, making me let out a small whimper-like noise. He took that as a yes to continue before he slipped his tongue into my mouth, running it along my upper lip and inside. I moaned into his mouth, my hands finding its way into his hair, grabbing with force. His lower half began to rub onto my own, making me buck my hips up.

Calum trailed kisses down my jawline and to my neck, sucking on a spot until he pulled down part of my collar, kissing along the skin of my outlined collar bones. One of my hands trailed down the back of his neck to grab onto the fabric of his shirt lining his toned back, pulling it off eagerly. He trailed his hands down my sides slowly, almost painfully slowly until he reached the ends, practically ripping it off and throwing it somewhere. He took in the sight of my skin only covered in a lacy black bra, licking his lips as he ran his hands along my chest. I let out a small noise of pleasure, his fingertips trailing down to my jeans. He dragged them off of my legs, my underwear clinging to my thighs until he pulled them away and threw them somewhere in the room.

I bit my lip as his head ducked down. He kissed down my chest, to my stomach and then my thighs, kissing all the way down and then back up. His hand rubbed my inner thighs as he ran his tongue against my c-lit, making me instantly let out a loud moan. He continued to run his tongue along me, the pleasurable sensations sending shivers down my spine with each movement and each fragile touch. "Calum, fuck-" I moaned out, pulling on his dark hair.

I felt myself becoming close after a while, until I heard the door swing open.

"Okay Jade why the hell can I hear scream--" He stopped, his eyes wide as he saw shirtless Calum and almost-nude-besides-my-bra me. I quickly scrambled to get under the covers, Calum doing the same.

Ashton glared at us for a solid minute, his jaw clenched and his eyes squinted as his gaze moved from him to me repeatedly. He lifted his chin up, pursing his lips. The collar on his denim jacket was popped, making him look husky and hot as hell. The stubble on his chin was growing into a beard and it was becoming quite obvious. He walked over smoothly and calmly, or what I thought until he grabbed Calum, throwing him onto the floor. "Get the fuck out of here, Hood. I don't want to see you around her again, you hear me?" He shouted as Calum stood up quickly, grabbing his shirt and running out of my apartment.

He stared at me, running a hand through his hair as he took a deep breath. "Don't talk to him again." he ordered, his mean gaze burning into my nervous one. "Ashton, you can't just ban me from seeing him. You're not my father, boyfriend, or husband, so don't act like you own me." Ashton gave a sarcastic laugh. "Do you see the marks on your neck? Those are from me. I'll make sure they never go away if I have to so you get it through your head that you're mine." I bit my lip, quickly standing to grab my shirt, underwear and pants. He had seen me nude tons of times before this, so I could care less.

"Ashton, we're not dating." I reminded him. I sometimes liked to remind him so he got the hint that hey, I want to date you more than anything else in the entire world. But hell knows a guy like him just couldn't be tied down.

"Dating? Of course we're not dating, you fucking slut." I was taken aback by his words, taking a step back. I felt the tears brim in my eyes and noticed his face soften as he looked at me. I bit my lip and felt a tear roll down my cheek. I grabbed my car keys from the desk beside me and pushed my way out of the room. "Jade, no, wait!" I heard him call. I didn't want to bother.

You might think I was upset because he called me a slut, but you're wrong.

I'm upset because I know he's right.

I hopped into my car and sat in the parking lot for about 10 minutes, loud sobs escaping me. I couldn't help but let the tears fall onto my old Nirvana baseball tee.

"Dating? Of course we're not dating, you fucking slut." The words repeated in my head over and over for what felt like forever. He's right. I'm a dirty slut who couldn't stay tied down to one person, because i'm afraid of commitment. If I commit myself to someone, I fall, and hard. I licked my chapped lips and rubbed the tears off of my cheeks. I grabbed my phone, but was interrupted by a knock at the car window. "Jade, please unlock the door, we need to talk." He shouted, but I just kept it locked, quickly starting the car and driving off.

I grabbed my phone again, calling the only boys I could think to call; Luke and Michael. "Hemmings residence." I heard a familiar voice happily say. I sniffled quietly, smiling as I heard it. "Hi Michael.' I mumbled. "Whoa, Jade, are you okay?" I didn't bother asking, hoping he'd get the point. "Can I come over?" I asked, wiping another tear from my cheek. "Sure!" I heard another voice shout; Luke's voice. "Thank you." I said, hanging up the phone. I saw a ton of notifications when I hung up.

7 missed calls from Ashton Irwin <3

-Ashton Irwin <3-: Jade, please pick up
-Ashton Irwin <3-: Jade I didn't mean it alright just please call me and come back so I can explain x
-Ashton Irwin <3-: I know you have your phone, I saw you messing with it earlier
-Ashton Irwin <3-: Please, i'm begging you.

I put my phone on silent, grumbling to myself until I pulled up to Luke's house. I got out of my car, running up to the door and knocking eagerly. "Jade!" I was greeted by Luke, a piece of pizza in his hand. He grabbed me and pulled me into a long (and much needed) hug. I walked in as he shut the door, an excited Michael greeting me as well. "Hey!" He smiled, shoving a slice of pizza into his mouth. I couldn't help but giggle at the sight.

I sat down, smiling sadly as they began to ramble on. I tried to listen, but my mind wouldn't leave his words.

Slut.

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