Ronald and Me.

CHAPTER 8

CHAPTER 8

        Our drive back was exhausting cause we was up all night goofing around and twerking. We walked in Ronnie's house and keyaunna said "ughh ron I hope she isn't pregnant!" "NOOO, shes not pregnant but we are engaged!" all i heard was "YOUR WHAT??" then Ronnie's dad ran down stairs all happy. "wow Ronnie you engaged what, really?" "yeah she is the love of my life, i can't live without her." I felt so happy when he said that we was in love like really in love and we was only 17 years old.But we wasn't going to get married til we turn 18,but it's worth the wait it's only October. That night me and Ronnie were looking for a house for us because we want to be alone, we did find a house a couple blocks away from where Ronnie's family live it's a one bedroom with two bathrooms, and a bug nice kitchen I was really nice! Two weeks later we moved in to the apartment, we were so happy in love. We got everything but food, so we ordered pizza form papa johns. That pizza was so damn good! "would you ever try to have another baby?" his face was stunned "I don't want what happened last time,it's too much to handle."i know baby but i want to be a family" " I want to try to have another baby for us to live for. I want this to work for us, i really do Ronnie!" I felt alone in this moment. Okay i need to think of something to be able to ave a child in our life. "What about adoption?" "we can't we have to be atleast 20 to adopt" but he added on "we can try if you really want to if it makes you happy." 

        I want to have a baby with Ronnie he is my fiance and and we are in love, we need this. "Okay we can do this again babe it's okay" I know babe I know. That night we tried again 3 times, and the next morning i felt the same nothing, then the next day still nothing, for 2 weeks I felt nothing no nausea or sickness nothing. I was disappointed and so sad, went to Ronnie's family House and talked to keyaunna about it she said maybe I'm not ovulating, but I mentioned i started my period this morning too.  Well that's a bust! I went to the pharmacy to pick up some tampons, and ran into my old buddy from middle school nick. I haven't seen him in a while and he looked really good, "hey,what you doing here?" "nothing just here to visit some of my old buddies and ran into you."Good would you want to come to diner with me and my fiance tonight?" his face looked very disappointed and he said in a low voice "sure what time?" "7:30" he said he'll be there. I was happy but at the same time I was scared because nick was my first crush, but we never dated like I said Ronnie was my first everything. It was 60:52 and it was making me anxious. He knocked on the door and Ronnie opened it and Ronnie over-lap ed him by like 2 feet Ronnie is like hella tall!!, nick is 5"3 (my height) and Ronnie was 6"5 yeah figure it out. I could tell that Ronnie had some suspicions about nick, but the way he looked at him. It got really awkward so i said "so how have you been nick?" "good I have twin girls and they are a trip" Wow nick flannon with kids I never thought he would be the type. "Well ronald and me are working on getting pregnant, it's not working out that well but will keep trying." "why would you say that" Did I do something wrong? was I not supposed to say that?