Ronald and Me.

CHAPTER 6

CHAPTER 6

        Ronnie announced that he is not going to be in the next scream jam because of something important..idk. I felt bad for my so i bought us matching oufit's mine said "aye that sexy guy over there yeah he's papi", his said the same thing except this had mami on it. We wore them to school and everyone was taking pictures of us and some girl got mad and poured milk on my shirt, and called me a whore. I got up and punched her directly in the nose i think i broke it tho, it hurt.I was suspended for a week and got grounded for 2 weeks. Ronnie kept teasing me about it but i just laughed along. I was laying in bed when my phone went off like a thousand times, it was a bunch of girls from school texting me saying i should kill myself, and that Ronnie doesn't really love me, and that i'm loose down there, i ignored it for a while but it got worse they started to hack my social media apps and saying all kinds of mean and hateful things. I called Ronnie balling tears, he came over and made sure i didn't do anything to kill myself, but trust me i was thinking about it. He got mad and texted the girl's back saying "leave my girlfriend alone you hoes need to stop hating cause you guys ain't got no one who loves you, so back off okay!" They didn't text back. I made a new Facebook and twitter so I can start all over. We dated for about 6 months now not once had we argued, I was now 17 and so was Ronnie but his birthday is in October, and mine is in December, me and Derek king share the same birthday.

        Now that we graduated from freedom high school, and I moved in with Ronnie and his family, we was trying for a baby, we did all kinds of these positions to get us pregnant, some were uncomfortable some weren't. Then one night we just did it like we usually do in the bed while let's get it on by Marvin Gaye was playing. We wasn't having any luck so we tried one more time and that time i think it was good, two days later i took a pregnancy test well five and they all came back positive. I'M FOR SURE PREGNANT!!!. Two months later we found out what what the sex of the baby is and it's a GIRL! Ronnie wanted a boy but guess that's not happening. When we got home from the doctor Ronnie actually carried me in the house cause he didn't want me running in to things, Now when your pregnant you get real horny and let me tell i was, i walked up to papi took his pants off and mine too, threw him on the bed and he got on top of me and just made love to me like he thought I was beyonce. It was real good too! Ronnie was my first and always. But when we were done about an hour later my stomach had these real bad,horrible pains when i got up there was blood everywhere,i hurried to the bathroom screaming on the top of my lugs yelling for Ronnie to take me to the hospital.When we got there the doctor said i had a Miss-carriage, those words sounded like "your going to die".

        When we got home i went to our room and slammed the door and stayed in there for days, i didn't want to see Ronnie's face i was pissed at him.This was supposed to be my chance where we can be a family and i felt heartbroken when thinking about it. "Maybe it's a sign were rushing into things babe" Ronnie said outside of the door. He was right maybe I can go to college and Ronnie can continue with his life. About a month later Ronnie was becoming really famous he made a song with his brother Derek king, he was in a music video with jasmine v, and now came out with a song called "wake up" featuring Adrian Marcel, that song was hot! Ronnie is starting to blow up and i'm so happy for him. Later that day Ronnie and I took lil Jackson to the store and he had a bag of donuts with him, Ronnie wanted to make a vine for the bankers and he did he asked lil Jackson "why are you holding my thumb?" then Jackson said "you want some donuts?" hahahahhaha we was roll in when he said that.Ronnie's dad is so proud of him and how far he had accomplished, but Ronnie didn't tell his family that i had a miss-carriage tho. They wasn't ready to know, we were still teenagers. Later that month me and Ronnie got into our first argument about something really stupid,but I was so mad at him I walked away and didn't talk to him for 4 days. After that we made up and spent alone time at a hotel across town,I didn't want to have sex cause of the miscarriage but Ronnie kept kissing me and grabbing my butt squeezing it, talking dirty to me in my ear saying "I wanna make you scream my name tonight,all night" He sure knows how to talk dirty with his deep voice,it was so sexy. I finally gave in but first I put the condom on him cause I knew he would forget again. For the first time ever I was on top, riding him so good, I ended up making him scream my name....that's a first. He has this high pitched voice when he is moaning and it's real funny too. I laughed most of the time. So he finally got on top and there he goes doing his thang, "man I'm so lucky to be in this moment right now" I was hollering his name so loud people was beating on the wall saying "SHUT UP". I couldn't help it.