Ronald and Me.

Chapter 14

CHAPTER 14

        "I wanted us to be  happy and not live our life all through the past, I wanted to forget about it and just move on." I tried to explain it the best way I could but everything seemed to get worse. " Dose he know where we live, are you still in contact with him?" He messaged me about a week ago saying he missed me but I didn't want to tell him that cause it would be really bad if I did. "No, I haven't talked to him since 11th grade I promise." And the whole time we was arguing I was thinking "what if this gets outta hand and it ruins Ronnie's Carrier?" I had to do something to tell him it really wasn't that big of a deal, and that it has nothing to do with our relationship.Ariaunna started to take really deep breaths so I gave her the breathing treatment. " look what OUR daughter has to go through Ronnie, this is our future,Tyler isn't wee need to focus on OUR daughter okay!!" I said it really loud to I could get his attention but not that loud to scare Ariaunna. Ronnie sat down next to me and put his arm around me and Ariaunna and said "your right babe, you two is the only thing I care about right now I'm sorry."

        Later that night Me and ronnie put Ariaunna in our room to sleep with us. I coudln't sleep worth shit because all I could think about was our First real argument, and it hurt me so much that I put him and my daughter through that. I mean I'm only 19 years old, and I have a child and no job. I needed to get my life together and take care of my family, I know I have to to keep this family and FAMILY. I looked over at Ronnie holding Ariaunna in his arms and all I could think about was " I'm the lucky girl in the world, I have Ronnie Banks laying in our bed with our baby girl, every banker would wish to have this life so I don't want to take advantage of it and ruin this." I leaned over and kissed Ronnie and Ariaunna on the head and he woke up looking like he had a nightmare I whispered "what's wrong you have a nightmare?"  he looked at me with amazement like he just noticed I was here. "no, I just had a dream that you died and I couldn't live with myself without you that's all." I leaned over and kissed my gentle on the lips while stoking his hair and said " I'm not going anywhere baby I'm yours forever." I put ariaunna back in her room and tuned the baby moniter up loud in ours and we cuddled all night long, I was laying on my back while he was laying on top of my with his head on my chest. I braided his hair and he was playing with mine cause my hair is so long and curly. "Babe would you ever have another child with me?" He got up and looked at me like is was the stupidest person in the world, " HELL YEAH, baby your my fiance I love you we can have 63 kids running around in this house and I would still love you." Then before I could say anything back he started to pull off my pants and kiss my legs, rubbing them with his nice soft manly hands. "Why don't we try for another one while we talking about it."  Acually i wanted to wait till Ariaunna was atleast 1 or 2 years old because I want to atleast get a job before we have another kid because like I said a couple haours ago "I want to take care of my family."

        " Why don't we wait till Ariaunna is old enough okay." He looked at me like i was crazy and said "I thought you wanted another kid with me?" I do i just want to wait right now and get my life together and atleast get a job so i can pay for Ariaunna medicine.' "I know, I know me too, but I'm still horny tho."  I wass too so i said "that doesn't mean we can't have sex." His face got all happy, and he layed on me kissing me like I was Kylie Jenner or something. H was using tounge and everything. I stoped him and said " How long has it been since we made love anyway?" He had to stop and think for a second and said " Well Ariaunna is 2 months old and you found out you was pregnant 11 months ago so about eleven months." I was ready when he said 11 months I'm suprized we waited that long. I grabed his face and kissed the fuck outta his hace and neck. I wanted him so bad, He looked up at me he bit his lip and it was a wrap. I ripped his shirt off and mine too and I got on top of him and kissing him everywhere he made me so wet, He ripped my underwear off like he was the hulk but as soon as he ripped them off Ariaunna statred to cry and wine. I got off of him and put on my robe and ran to her room, she was reaching for her bottle so I grabbed it and fed her some because it was really late and I didn't want her to have a tummy ache. I held her in my arms and sang her and mines favorite Michael Jackson song "you are my life" . She fell asleep so i put her in her bed, I looked at the time and it was 2:00am. I walked slowly into my room so I wouldn't wakeup her. I jumped on top of ronnie scaring him because he was on his phone checking on his bankers. So layed on top of him playing with his happy trial laughing because his face when I scared him. He put his phone on the charger and layed it on the desk next to our bed and turned to me smiled and licked my nose, "Now where were we?"