Ronald and Me.

CHAPTER 10

CHAPTER 10

        "Well I was thinking ariaunna, your sisters names mixed together".  " I love it babe it's perfect, wait til key key hears this!" I called Keyaunna, and told her the name of the girl, and she filled out so did Ari!" They was so happy,I felt so proud that I was going to their sister in law. I was thinking of them babysitting Ariauna, them being the best aunties ever! "We are having a baby shower next week, you guys come early and help me decorate" Their faces were so happy, they wanted us to move back in with them but we have to be responsible now we are 17. It was three til the baby shower and there was so much pressure on everything! I don't want to feel the stress when it's time to plan for the wedding. "we need to have invitations for people." Ohhhh yeah those I totally forgot about that. Ughhh! "I'ts okay babe, we can postpone the shower" "ughh no babe it's going to be Saturday, we need it to be Saturday!" "Okay babe it's okay" I wanted to punch him the face so bad I don't know why either! While we was in the store buying cards for the shower i saw there was a sale on sun chips, those are my favorite chips. I bout two huge boxes of them and when I got home we was writing the names on the cards and i was eating the chips with chocolate, and dipping them in pickle juice!!! 

        That night me and Ronnie was watching Kevin hart movies, and we were cracking up laughing then i felt like i peed myself and i looked down and my WATER BROKE!!! my baby is 2 months early, I was so scared i started crying loud and sobbing thinking that i was going to have another miscarriage again! We got to the hospital, and i was passed out when the doctor told me i had to have a c section. When i woke up my baby was in a little glass box, with doctors putting breathing tubes in her mouth, I wanted to jump up and yell at the doctors cause I thought they were hurting my baby girl. I saw Ronnie crying outside of the door looking at Airaunna. "babe come here please." He came all stumpy, and lay ed his head on my chest sobbing.  "Karley, are you scared?" I was more scared than he was. "yeah i'm scared just as much as you" The doctor came in and said that "the baby has to stay in the hospital for a couple weeks because the baby was born so early, and it's heart is is really weak." so weak".  Ronnie's dad and the rest of the fam bam came in wanting to see the baby, but when i told them that the baby was really premature and she has a bad heart, Ari started crying. "I's okay baby girl, she will be okay." Ronnie was so helpful through all of this. I had so much support through all of this. Remember when I was telling you guys in the beginning that I was a banker and always will be, I kept that all along through this weird amazing journey. After four weeks in and out of the hospital, we finally got to take Ariaunna home, her room was Orange because that was Ronnie's and i favorite color. There is a nurse that comes in every other day to check up Ariaunna.

        But one day there was something terribly wrong with her, I held her a a position that would be com table but she was fussing with me, she stopped breathing and her little face got real blue. I called 911, and they came and took her to children hospital down town. The whole ride there I was panicking and crying feeling like I was going to die there in that ambulance. 

"Doctor whats wrong with my baby girl?, you need to tell me now I need to know whats wrong." Ronnie was yelling and screaming but at the same time he looks so guilty. for what I don't know. I was so scared bu the whole time i was thinking of how me and Ronnie met, and how we fell in love i wanted that same happiness now with our daughter Ariaunna. It was killing me seeing Ronnie that sad, and hurt. We was in the hospital for a whole week and the whole time we in there we was talking about we have to hire a permanent nurse to come and take care of Ariaunna, but at the same time us too. Me and Ronnie was in the waiting room day and night laying on each other, Ronnie would lay his head on my lap or i would and some how we would find this feeling with each other that would make us not feel so worried about much because i know in my heart God will always be with us and take care of us and our family i just knew it and so did Ronnie.