"I will always be there." ㅣ Kim Woosung - ON HOLD

3 : "I Can't Sleep."

Five days pasted by after the kiss you shared with Woosung, you didn't talk that much through the phone and you didn't meet up since then.
You couldn't forget this moment, it was stuck in your mind, the way he licked his lips before leaning in to press his lips onto yours, the softness of them, the way they were moving against yours and how one of his hand was holding lightly onto your arm as the other was resting still on your hip.
It was keeping you up at night.
It became impossible to sleep because you were so confused.
You said you weren't doing relationships, that you needed time but... You couldn't help but think about him.

You didn't dare to watch the time until now, you took your phone that was resting on your nightstand and unlock it to look at the hour :

[3 AM]

You sighed, looking at your wallpaper.
It was a picture of you, your best friend and... Woosung. You took it the night you met him, right before leaving the birthday party, your friend told you it was to keep a memory of your first party in Korea, you smiled at the nice feeling this was making you feel.
Your scrolled through your contacts and your finger stopped on a particular name
"Sammy 🐺"
You decided to call him.

You were about to hang up when you heard a tired voice coming from your phone :
"Y/N?
- Sammy?
- Hi. What are you doing up this late?
- Hi. I could ask you the same!
- I was working, I just went out of the studio.
- Really? You are working this late?
- Yeah. But it worth it!
- I hope so...
- So, why did you call me?
- I can't sleep.
- And? What can I do for you?
- Would you sing me something?
- What? Like a lullaby?
- Aargh I don't know!! I just don't know how I could fall asleep.
- Find the reason that keep you up first and then we could find a solution to your problem.
You paused for a few seconds.
- Y/N? Are you still here?
- Uh - Yeah, yeah. I'm sorry. I was lost in my mind.
- What is keeping you up?
- A memory.
- A painful one?
- I'm not sure. It makes me confused.
- Do you want to talk about it?
- Imagine if you said you weren't doing something but then one thing leading to another you were about to do that thing. How would you react?
- What are you talking about exactly? It's hard to understand this. He said chuckling.
- Arrrgh. What if you couldn't help but falling in love with someone even though you said you didn't want to get with someone?
- Oh.. I see.
He stopped talking.
- Sammy? Are you here?
- Hum - Yes. I am here.
- Are you okay?
- Yeah of course!
- Where are you?
- Why?
- Sammy, where are you?
- On my way back home, kinda stuck in the traffic since you called. He joked.
- You still remember where I live?
- Sure. Why?
- Could you... Could you come over?
- I -
- Please.
- I'm on my way.
- Thank you.
- See you.
- Drive safely."
He hanged up.

Thirty minutes passed by and you heard a knock at your door.
You jumped out of your bed and ran toward the door and opened it revealing a sleepy but incredibly cute Woosung.
He smiled and say :
"Hi.
- Hi.."
You were playing with the end of your hoodie's sleeves, looking at your feet, Woosung still standing in front of you. It was so silent.
"Why did you wanted me to -"
You cutted him by cupping his cheeks and kissing him. Even though he was taken aback by your action, he kissed you back.
It felt so good, you tangled your hands into his hair, deepening the kiss, his hands made their way to your lower back and neck as his titled his head to have a better angle.
You shutted your eyes open and pulled away.
"I - I'm sorry... you muttered.
- Hey, look at me.
You did as he said
It's okay." he said before kissing you again.
This moment was simply magical.

You both pulled away after a few minutes.
You were looking into each other's eyes, breathing heavily.
Your hands were resting on his shoulders as his were in your hips.
His forehead was still pressed against yours as he whispered :
"I should probably go now..."
You nodded, bitting your lower lip as you let go off him.
He help your hands, giving it a small squeeze to make you look up to him, he was smiling tiredly.
"You look so tired, you said, are you going to be okay to drive back to your place?
- Yes. It isn't really far away from here, I will be fine do not worry about that.
- Alright...
- Do you think you will be able to sleep now? he said sarcastically.
- Yeah I think so. You both laughed at your answer.
- Great. I'll talk to you in the morning I guess.
- Sure, I will text you.
- No problem."
He lowered himself to kiss your forehead before saying :
"Have a good night, full of beautiful dreams Y/N.
- You too Sammy.
- Bye.
- Bye. Text me when you're home!
- I will."
He walked away as you smiled to yourself, happy that you finally started to feel sleepy after all those nights thinking about the kissed you shared with Woosung a few days ago.

You entered your apartment and walked toward your bedroom.
You laid back on your bed, pulling the covers around your body, getting comfortable.
You were starting to fall asleep when you heard your phone ringing :

From : Sammy 🐺
"I arrived safely at home. Sleep tight."
One file attached :

You smiled at the sight of his beautiful features.
"How can he be so cute?" you thought.

You texted him back.

To : Sammy 🐺
"You too. Good night."

You pulled your phone back on your nightstand and fell asleep, the feeling of Woosung's lips still lingering into yours as well as in your mind, like the best of your memories.