Look at me

Promises?

Ethan's p.o.gv

"What did I do?!"

I exclaim once again. Sure blame it all on yourself Ethan, my minds racing. I start pacing around the room.

"Ethan calm down"

His voice soft and calming.

"Calm down... calm down?! How could you say that, I just cheated on my amazing Girlfriend. I can't believe I did this to Mika she doesn't deserve this. She needs someone better than me. I need to tell her right now."

I start to pull out my phone but get stopped by Marks words.

"Ethan. Stop"

His voice is loud and stern. I stop dead in my tracks, looking like a deer in headlights. Until the soothing voice I knows and love comes back... wait what. love?! I love him, oh god Ethan pull yourself together, he's just pitting you, he doesn't actually care. The darkness starts coming back. I look down at my wrists, revealing faded scars that you could barely make out, but I still know they're there. Luckily no one else does.

"Just... take sometime to process all of this"

His sudden words make me jump back to reality.

"What?"

I say confused, party because I don't know what he means, and partly because I don't wanna listen to whatever he said.

"Promise me you won't call her"

"What, why. Do you want us to just forget about this and pretend it never happened... because I can't do that Mark, I can't~"

His voice getting caught on his words, as tears build up in his eyes

"No"

He says sternly, not the reaction I thought I would get from him.

"I don't want to forget about this Ethan, I've waited too long for this to just forget about it.

He say sharply yet meaningful. I feel my checks get hot, and blush from his kind words.

"Then what do we do?"

I ask, my words coming out as more of a whimper than anything else.

"Take a walk. Clear your head, just take sometime to think things over before you make a rash decision you'll regret"

"T-thank you"

He quickly hugs mark, then runs out the door before he could say anything else.

"Your welcome"

Mark says to himself after Ethan leaves, and smiles before leaving the room.

Sorry for the shorter chapter, I already have 4 chapters written and this is the end the the "first" full chapter I wrote, of course changing things drastically as I went along because I know it needed work lol, anyway hope y'all enjoyed I'll keep workin on gettin new chapters posted. Bai シ