Look at me

Young Love

Marks p.o.v

He drives down to Ethan's house barely fast enough to get a ticket, but he doesn't care, he just needs to find Ethan and talk to him.

About 10 minutes later he arrives at Ethan's house and knocks firmly on the door... no answer, he knocks again... no answer. "Did he take my advice and go on a walk? I guess so and there's no barking so he must've taken Spenser too, but where?"

He looks across the road and sees the water. "Ah I should've known, he always goes down to the river to clear his head" He starts to head across the street and quickens his pace. "I'm finally gonna see him again, what if he's mad at me though, after all I did fuck up his life, why wouldn't he be mad at me, I ruined everything and now I'm gonna screw it up even more" he mumbles to himself before stepping out into the thin wood.

Trees speckled around making the river almost seem as if it were a secret. 'I was actually with him when he discovered this place. The sun was just starting to set, it was beautiful. I wanted to kiss him so badly that night, even had the perfect chance to do so, but of course I chickened out and couldn't bring myself to follow through.'

His mind suddenly snaps back to reality when he sees Ethan sitting against a tree, his head buried in his knees. "Mark, is that y-you?" He says slowly lifting his head up to reveal his red face, tears streaming down and trickling off his chin.

"Yes. I'm here Ethan, and I'm never leaving you again" he says running to Ethan's side kneeling down beside him, wrapping him in a tight hug. Mark pulls back and puts his hands on Ethan's shoulders, making him look up at Mark. "Ethan Nestor, I am in love with you, and I have been for quite sometime now".

"Mark I-" he says with pain in his voice. "Please, let me finish..." he turns and leans against the tree. Sitting right next to Ethan, their hands slightly touching. "The truth is, I've wanted to kiss you for so long, but was always to scared to. You've changed my life immensely, and I am so grateful to have you in it. You are an amazing person, and I don't even want to think what my life would be like without you" he says sounding as if he might cry.

Mark pulls his hand behind his head awkwardly scratching his neck, Ethan looks up at him letting Mark continue.

"Ethan you are the light of my life, and I am so sorry for fucking everything up, and for screwing with y-"

This time Marks words got cut off by Ethan's lips on his, but this time it was slow and tender, different than the time before but still amazing. He pulls back after a while. "I love you too Mark fischbach" he whispers. Mark pulls him close to him, Ethan leaning against his side, Mark's arm wrapped around his torso, covering Ethans hands with his own. They look out at the beautiful sunset on the horizon. "I wish this moment would never end" Ethan says resting his head on Marks chest. "Me too Ethan... me too". He holds him tightly embracing this amazing night, that they'll never forget.

A/N

Whoa two uploads in one day, after like 3 months of nothing, sure why not. Take care lol