Rooming with an Idiot | AshTan Fanfiction

chapter 28 - HIS PAST.

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Previously:
Kyzha: Okay let's play TRUTH OR DARE!

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Sho: SHT YUN OH .

Yen: Luh tuwang tuwa .

Kyzha: Come here, Ashy sit beside me.

Ash's Pov
This is going to be fun .. or not. We'll see.
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Ash: Sure sure sure.

Ash was looking for Tan ..making sure they sat beside each other.

Ash: Come *mouthing to him*

Ash pulls & holding Tan's hands, they forget that the others do not know about them.

Jem: Ahem . *jem noticed it*

Ash letting go.

Tan smiling lightly but could be seen that he's not to keen about hiding what's between them. He wants the others to know that Ash is his, or that's what he assumed even when they are not official yet.

Kyzha: OKAY GUYS. *Kyzha spinning the bottle, which landed on Sho*

Everyone: Truth or Dare

Sho: AHAHAHA DARE.

Kyzha: I dare you to show affection on someone here in the room *looking & teasing Yen*

Sho didn't hesitate, stopping at Yen .. kissing her cheeks.

BOYS: OOOOOW!!!
GIRL: AHHH! ESES.

Yen was blushing in the corner speechless.

Sho: NEXT *stopping at Mich*

-- truth or dare.
Mich: Truth

Emjay: Sinong natitipuhan mo sa squad kung meron ..

Mich: Si A.

Tan's Pov
Ng sinagot ni Mich, A. PUCHA. Alam ko ng si Ashley binabanggit niya. *quietly fisting his hands*

Emjay: Ahem. A ... ANGELA?

Mich: Angela yuck. HAHAHAHAH kay lance yan ..
So alam niyo na kung sino.
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*Ashley keeping quiet beside Tan*

Sho: OOOH TEA.

Sho: So sino nga

*Mich glancing at Ashley *

Emjay: Pataaay. Ashley, ganda mow!
*Tahimik lang si Jem & Batit, kasi alam nila kung anong meron.. at halatado nila na pikon na si Tan*

At lahat nag-iingay. Biglang tumayo si Tan.

Angela: San ka punta, bunso??

Tan: Guys, CR lang ako.

Kyzha: Sige bunsoo.

Ash: Guys wait lang, I need to pee rin *rushing*

Sheena: Okaaay Ash, tuloy natin ...
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Ash's Pov
Fk, I already knew Tan was going to be pissed off.
I chased him when someone one pulled me in the restroom, it was dark. Fk, am I going to get raped.

Pulling me in for a kiss .. everything happened so fast.
When I felt his lips on mine, I then knew it was Tan.
Knowing its him instantly.

Tan kissing Ashley aggressively. Like a whole different person..

Ash: Tan, wait. *panting, catching her breath*

Tan: NO. *kissing her back, same pace*

Ash: Ta-aan. Wait wait. What happened to you?

Stopping him touching his lower lip. Tan leaning his head on Ash's chest, panting*

Ash: Tell me, baby.

Tan: Nothing .. I just .

Ash: What is it Tan? *pulling him in for a hug*

Tan: I just don't want to lose somebody again ..

Ash's Pov
Again? That word kept me stilled. Somebody .. who are you.

Ash: Tan, tan. Look at me *caressing his cheeks*

But Tan didn't.

Ash: Baby, look at me.

Tan then looked up on Ash

Ash: I love you.

Third pov.
Ashley first time saying that to him, honestly slipped her mouth. Do she really? Love him.

Tan: I love you, Ash. *His eyes expressively looking through Ashley.

Tan: You do, really?

Ash didn't answer instead she kissed him passionately.

Tan: I love you baby. *still murmuring*

*Ash carresed his cheeks*

Ash's Pov
I finally said. It feels like an urge to do so, I just don't want Tan to get hurt. Him being possesive is overboard, I don't why little things he gets on him.But that didn't changed what I feel for him. I just thought, he needs to hear that from me. I'm sorry I lied. But its getting there Tan, its getting there.
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Tan's Pov (His past)
She said it. She really did. Naging emotional ako, possesive akong tao dahil sa nangyari sa past ko.
Laging nag-tritrigger ang pagiging seloso ko. Si Mama ang unang naka tuklas. Ng nakilala ko si Vanessa, siya ang mundo ko. Oo bata pa kami, when went in a relationship. Ayoko muna alalahanin .. pero doon nagsimula ang Borderline Personality Disorder ko or pagiging masyadong possesive, seloso. Ayaw ko ng maulit ang nangyari saakin (with Vanessa), now with Ashley. Mahal na mahal ko siya, mas minahal ko ngayon si Ash keysa sa past ko.

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Borderline Personality Disorder is a mental health condition that impacts the mood and relationship of the affected person in close relationships . A person suffering from BPD may appear jealous, possesive. *Source: // sanjosebh.com*

Disclaimer: I do not have the full knowledge what's a person with BPD really like. Any thoughts written in this story is not meant to harm or offend someone suffering from BPD which will not be accurate, since its a serious disorder. Its for story purposes only.
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