chapter 53

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Ash's POV
It 's been a few hours but Tan's not back at the dorm yet.

*breathing heavily & feeling stressed*
feeling her tummy.
Ash: Relax Ash.

Still trying to contact Tan.
When he finally answered the call

ON A CALL with Tan
Ash: Tan! Where have you been? I'm sick worried about you, do you know that!

Tan: Psh. Talaga ba? Or busy ka kay Lance? *voice drunk*

Ash: What do you mean? And are you drunk?

Tan: Wala ka ng pake dun .

Ash: Where are you? I'm coming over .

Tan: Hahahahaha . Para ano? Mag -mag sinungaling ulit?

Ash: What the hell are you talking about?

Tan ended the phone call.

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Ash's POV
Why is everyone hanging up on me . UGH!

I instantly know where he was.

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3rd's POV
Ash came over to the bar where Tan usually goes to.
Finally spotting him getting drunk alone .

Ash: Let's GO Tan. You're drunk .

Tan: Anong ginagawa mo dito?!

Ash: About to take you home.

Tan: Bitawan mo ko Ash!

Ash: What's wrong with you? What happened love?

Tan: Love? HAHAHAHA love? *holding a glass of tequila*

Ash: I don't know what's going on . Will you please tell me?

Tan: Gusto mo talaga malaman?! *putting down the glass of tequila that almost shattered *

Ash was stoned .

Tan: Tell me Ash, ako ba talaga you daddy niyang baby mo??!

Ash: What do you mean, Tan? Of co--
*already tearing *

Tan: Hindi dito. Gusto mo talaga umuwi? Sige uuwi tayo! At mag uusap tayo.
* pulling Ash wrist strong enough*

Ash: Tan nasaksaktan ako please!

Tan kept quiet pulling her wrist on the way to his car.

Slightly drunk but sober.

Tan: GET IN .

Ash was just staring out of space because she don't really know what's going on with Tan. When Tan attacked her with an aggressive kiss

Ash: TAN! Tan stop stop.

Tan: Diba ito gusto mo?! *helding her tight*

Ash: STOP PLEASE. You're drunk !

Tan stopped.
Tan: Bakit? Totoo ba na pinigilan mo si Lance?! Nung araw na yon, or ginusto mo? Ginusto mo diba?!

Ash being shocked.

Ash: where is this coming from?!! You weren't there!

Tan: OO WALA AKO DOON. KAYA MAY NANGYARI SA INYO. WAG KA NA MAG SINUNGALING ASH.
I ALREADY KNOW THE TRUTH.

Ash: WHERE ARE YOU GETTING THIS FROM? NOTHING HAPPENED between me & Lance!
I called you! Asking for your help that day! You got me before he even did something to me & now what are you saying?!
*crying as she tried to tell him keeping it all together*

Tan: Oo di ko nakakalimutan ung araw na yon. Malay ko bang nagpapakipot ka lang sakanya . DIBA?
Pero may nangyari sa inyo!

Ashley slapping him .

Ash: HOW DARE YOU! You weren't there ! You didn't know what happened before you came!

Tan: Totoo ba ASH? Pero ano ito ?!
*throwing to her the bunch of pictures that was from Vanessa*

Ash: THIS IS NONSENSE. You really believe this?!
Who sent you this??

Tan: Di na yon importante. Nagulat ka ba? Sa mga pinaggagawa mo saakin! Plano niyo to ni Lance na saktan ako sige. Tanggap ko na!

Ash: W---

Tan: Wag ka na mag sinungaling Ash. Nasa harap ko na. Tanggap ko na eh. Na di mapapalitan si Lance jan
*pointing at her*
Pero alam mo yung masakit? Ang saya ko. Sana. Ang saya ko na mag kaka baby na tayo. Pero anong ginawa mo? Di pala yan saakin na pinaako mo lang pala.
*Tan tearing*
Mahal kita Ash pero sinayang mo ang lahat. Alam mo? Gusto kitang saktan . Pero may natitira paring pagmamahal sa puso ko .

Ash had no guts to fight back. But she just looked down tearing. Even she knows the truth to herself.
In her mind right now, Tan chose to believe something out of someone elses story.

She tried telling him, she did. But Tan 's mind was poisoned off of the others.

They stayed quiet for awhile

Tan: Wag ka na magpapakita saakin please. Please lang Ash. Ayaw kitang masaktan. Take care of your baby.
Salamat sa lahat. Sa lahat ng memories. Salamat parin nakilala kita. Tandaan mo minahal kita at mahal parin kita. Pero hindi tayo para sa isa't isa. Sana maging masaya ka kasama niya. Kasama ng magiging baby niyo. Alagaan mo ang sarili mo at ang baby mo.

*kissing her forehead for the last time*

Ashley stared out of space & continously tearing. As she left the car without any word.

Tan looking at her for the last time. Knowing that what's best for them. For him. To get away from all the pain.

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Nothing is permanent in this world but change.
Some people are bound to leave your life but that does not mean you should stop living.

END.



















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A/N: I cried writing this. Thank you for reading

Jokes. Next chappy. I quote my sayings in life that I believe. ^

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