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09
"Polaroid."

I woke up and immediately regretted my decision for stretching my arms out, my back felt cramped, my neck was sore as well as my arms. My whole body was in pain and my face itched of irritation, I hate  life now. But that soon all changed as I laid my eyes on a sleeping brown haired teen who slept peacefully, unknowingly the corners of my mouth rigged upwards and curved up in a smile.

Jungkook resembled a rabbit so much.

My train of thoughts were soon interrupted by the door opening and I came face to face to namjoon who looked fairly stressed and drained but manage to look—I hate to say it but he looked fairly handsome. Okay I will gag now.

"Oh y/n, were you the one who took care of jungkook?" I nodded, he took a seat at the other side of the bed and plopped down his back on the floor.

"Tch that old man." I heard him mutter and jungkook squirmed a bit as his eyes fluttered open and adjusted to the bright light. He showed a face of confusion and tilted his head upwards before the realization hit him.

What a cutie.

"Kookie are you alright?" Namjoon rushed over and slightly panicked, I giggled and calmed him down. I handed jungkook his medicine as namjoon stared with solemn eyes at jungkook. "Hyung." Jungkook said, namjoon hummed in response. It was a moment of silence before jungkook spoke up again, this time he took namjoon's hand in his. I watched the two as they talked with each other, namjoon ruffled jungkook's hair making him whine which resulted in both of them laughing. I smiled at the scene and thought maybe namjoon isn't that bad at all. He was mean at first but after today I know namjoon just had a hard time in life and isn't able to really open up to anyone yet. Especially to me, the girl who pissed him off.

We let jungkook eat his meal as we went outside. I walked next to namjoon and pondered to get a bottle of cold tea for him. Alas I went to the vending machine, inserted money and pushed a few buttons and got my bottles of cold tea. Namjoon was seated on the bench outside the hospital, I walked up to him and handed him the drink. He was surprised at first but accepted it.

We sat in silence, both drinking and enjoying the peaceful day. "Thank you." He whispered softly, he looked at me and I could see the sincerity in his eyes. "You're welcome." I replied back, sinking in the bench a bit more. He sighed and placed his drink next to him before taking a deep breath and letting it all out. "I was so scared, so scared to lose jungkook again. I didn't know what do."

Tears streamed down his cheeks, my hands found it's way on his back and rubbed it.

"What do you mean again?" I asked.

"J...jungkook, he was kidnapped after I opened up to him. I was scared  because being really rich meant having a lot of enemies and for years they always tried to do something bad just for money or vengeance, my family was under a lot of pressure and agony since the kidnappers demanded for a ransom so we had no choice but to send it yet they never returned Jungkook back even after receiving the money. We searched daily for jungkook. Right at our last string of hope we found him at a dumpster sight after half a year, bruised, beaten, damaged so much he was in coma for two months. Those times were hell to me as jungkook was very important to me and losing him was a fear." He sobbed, i took namjoon in my arms and rocked him back and forth. Rubbing his back again, I felt the tears drip onto my shoulder making my shirt wet but I didn't care.

"It's okay namjoon, you can tell me." To think he would suddenly let his pride and guard down became a reality. He cried harder and hugged me tighter, unbeknownst to me I cried as well. I don't know why, maybe I felt his pain or it hurts seeing how broke he actually really is.

"Everything went back to normal but jungkook didn't, he still had nightmares over his stepdad and his mom before they died and it took awhile for him to get accustomed to getting touched by others again without having a panic attack and crying. After some time it was okay and the nightmares stopped and he pushed himself to grow from the pain and be a better person. We both took dancing and singing lessons as we both likes those hobbies a lot."

I nodded, namjoon let go and wiped his tears away. He patted my head and smiled, my heart string rigged against this. I shook my head and slapped myself. This is probably the side effects of the amount of sleep I'm lacking. I turned to namjoon to find an empty seat, turning around I saw him at another vending machine getting some snacks. I sighed in relief, I thought he left me. After getting snacks we both shared them and ate it together, having a fun conversation together. Turns out me and namjoon share almost the same interest and likes and dislikes together.

"Do you have a boyfriend?"

I was left agape and my jaw dropped almost to the floor, where did that come from. I looked at namjoon as he intently stared at me, waiting for me to give him an answer.

"Sorry if I made you uncomfortable it's just—" I stopped him by putting my hand up and I telling him that's it's okay.

I thought about Kai and blushed deeply. "Yeah." I shyly answered, "who? Is it one of my friends?" Namjoon asked.

I was baffled at his question but then again it's namjoon we're with right now. "kim jongin or Kai, the new transfer student." His eyes darkened and for a split second I thought he was about to murder me.
"About that I don't think you should be with him and stay away from him, he's not what you think he is." Namjoon said, brushing his hair back.

Wait wait hold on, what? Okay I get it dude, you maybe my stepbrother and is older than me but I see what your doing and I'm not gonna break up with my boyfriend.

I scoffed at him and looked in front of me. Silence once swallowed us in and before we knew it, two hours passed by and namjoon got a call from work. He left and I went back to jungkook.

(A/N: I know y'all hate me right now but I'm sorry😭. It took forever I know and thank you for staying tuned, the year 2019 is ending soon and a new decade is beginning. Any New Years resolutions yet? Plans about life? If not then don't worry I have no resolutions and plans either. Sigh but it's okay, please consider to vote and comment and consider following me❤️! I love y'all and toodles~)