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•|• The will

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"The will."

A week has passed since I last woke up in Namjoon's bed, it felt wrong but right at the same time. We both agreed to never talk about it and to never bring the conversation about that up. What we did was considered disgusting in the eyes of society and the guilt ate me alive because I knew how much our mother loved our father so it would break their hearts to know what we did even if we both knew we aren't blood related, we're still siblings. Namjoon got accepted by his dream job and had to go do an interview two days ago in Hongdae, kookie and I stayed at home but as usual kookie went out for sleepovers while I either binge watch dramas, ordered food or did some work taehyung gave me since well he had to babysit his cousins so I helped him out with his assignments.

Today is a rather interesting morning, I woke up feeling rather nauseated, I went immediately to the bathroom and vomited. The feeling of nausea was there the last three days but it wasn't as bad as today that I had to stay in the bathroom to vomit for an hour straight. I felt so tired but I still had some energy to go to the nearest bakery with jisoo.

Jisoo is dating taehyung now for a very long time maybe a few months probably, I don't exactly know but jisoo had to go back to LA to fulfill her singer dream which she did since she and Taehyung  produced their first singles in less than a month. After some time she went back to South Korea and now she asked if I was free to hang out. I replied yes brushing off my tiredness and my nauseous feeling. I got dressed and took my car keys before driving around the neighborhood to the right and two blocks ahead, I jumped outside the car and got tackled with a hug.

"Stop I can't breath- I'll call the cops if you won't stop." The person stopped, if this is a person trying to rob I'll—

"Jisoo?"

"Y/N!!! I'm back." Jisoo smiled ear to ear and hugged me so tight, I couldn't breath. Taehyung was sitting at the bakery, typing on his phone before he turned to look at the both of us after Jisoo called out to him, he waved as I waved back. "So how are you lovebirds doing?" I chuckled, Jisoo blushed. "If you say that we did round two then honey we're doing honestly fantastic."

"Ewwww gross Jisoo." I made a gagging noise which made her laugh. We proceeded to walk to the bakery as we continued to talk but as soon as we entered the bakery the faint but it became to strong and overbearing smell of the breads and many goodies became too much resulting in me excusing myself and running away to the restroom. I vomited and could feel myself getting lightheaded. "Y/N? Are you okay?" Jisoo's voice resounded through the restroom halls but before I could even respond back I vomited again. Jisoo found the cube I was in and helped me out by rubbing my back smoothly in circles. I finished vomiting and we went back to where jin was sitting, we bought food but I felt so nauseated I couldn't eat anything besides just drinking water.

"Y/N, are you perhaps pregnant?" I choked on my drink, jin patted my back. "What! N..no absolutely not?" Jisoo raised her eyebrow upwards and soon enough they both were driving me to the pharmacy to get a pregnancy test. Not one but a whole bag that at least I don't know contained probably twenty but they actually just bought five and some extra stuff. I felt weak so I just listened to them and did what they told me to, we were at my house again and I peed on the pregnancy stick, we waited awhile since well there were five pregnancy sticks. In the mean time Jisoo cooked some rice porridge for me since I told her that I craved some, Taehyung sat on the sofa and searched up for how long I'd have to wait for the lines to show. A few minutes went by and I finished the last scoop of porridge into my mouth, took water from the fridge and drank it before going back to the bathroom.

Jisoo followed behind me, we both entered the bathroom and I picked the pregnancy sticks one by one. The first one is negative, I gulped nervously before I placed it back down and picked the second one which is positive, the third, fourth were also positive. At this point I was sweating pools and picked the fifth, it is positive. Jisoo yelled in joy and hugged me gently. "I'm gonna be an aunt!!! Taetae you're gonna become an uncle!!!!" She ran all the way back to taehyung who became happy and jumped in joy as well with his girlfriend. My breath hitched.

I am happy but I'm still a college student and I don't know who the father of the child is...what on earth should I do? How am I supposed to face my parents and tell them the truth? Not only that my parents are really superstitious and getting pregnant outside of wedlock is huge no no and a death sentence for me. I sighed, my phone rang, I answered the phone.

What I heard broke my heart into million pieces, I dropped the phone and collapsed to the floor, letting myself go in the abyss darkness as I lost consciousness.

I woke up and felt someone's hand in mine, I adjusted my eyes to sudden bright light as I opened them and found out I'm in the hospital and in an hospital bed. I turned to my side to see a tired sleepless looking Namjoon sitting on the chair beside the hospital bed, holding my hand as he looked like he has been crying for a very long time since his eyes were very puffy and there were dried up tears that were streamed on his cheeks. His hair was a mess and his clothes were disheveled. I wanted to caress his face and touch his hair but Namjoon woke up.

"Y/N?" When he realized I am awake, he hugged me. I hugged him back and laid my head on his shoulder, I missed him and the warmth of his body. "I was so worried, you were out for two weeks." Shock overcame me as my eyes widened, "D...dad an..d M..mom?" I hiccuped, trying to hold back my tears. Namjoon sighed and sadly looked in my eyes, "they passed away, Y/N. I'm sorry—Y/N!"I held my head, the scorching pain shot through, Namjoon called the doctor and nurses and within a minute I blacked out again.

Namjoon POV
"Okay then I'll be there tomorrow morning, right now I have to take care of Y/N—wait what if you come here at the hospital and we'll discuss it here with her, does that sound good? Right then I'll text you the address." I ended the call and slipped my phone back into my jeans pocket. Y/N was sleeping soundly on the hospital bed, my heart ached to see her in pain and so devastated but I couldn't do much but stay by her side since even I and Jungkook are devastated about the news that our parents passed away. It's been half an hour since Y/N blacked out.

I sighed, "Hyung?" Jungkook entered the room with a bouquet of Y/N's favorite flowers, I looked at him with a tired smile as he sat down and placed the bouquet on the table that was next to Y/N. "Have they called about the will of our parents?"

"Yeah...they're coming to discuss it tomorrow at the hospital here, apparently there's something written there from our parents that are very important." Jungkook nodded and looked at his watch. "Call me about the information of our parent's will, I'd have to drop to Busan soon."

"Why? Is something up?"

"Remember how I told you that I wanted to be a rapper?" I nodded and Jungkook proceeded, "Well before dad and mom left, I went to yugyeom but suddenly out of nowhere dad called me and started congratulating me. I asked him why and he started to laugh, yoongi's father, Mr. Min told dad that he really liked my rap that I send to yoongi on his birthday congratulating him so he wanted me to go to Busan if dad agreed and of course dad told me that it was his wish for me to fulfill my dreams like he did so well I'm leaving for Busan later on."

I smiled and gave my brother a hug, this little guy really is growing up, I ruffled his hair too making him groan and we laughed causing Y/N to wake up again. This time she started to ask for a bucket and we panicked, quickly looking around before finding one next to the hospital bed she was in and giving it to her. Y/N vomited and I patted her back.

Jungkook left a few hours later after some conversations with me and Y/N, we waved each other goodbyes and wished him good luck. I also told Y/N about the call over the will of our parents, now I decided to stay with Y/N in the hospital. "Joonie...lay next to me, please? Y/N pleaded with a soft voice and showed her puppy like eyes, my heart fluttered at the sight and I couldn't say no to her. She scooted a bit to the side and made space for me, I got in the hospital bed next to hair and laid down with my head on the pillow. She turned around to face me and so did I, her eyes were close and she had a small faint smile on her eyes. I closed my eyes and kissed her forehead before pulling the blanket over the both of us to cover ourselves to not get cold later on. Soon enough we both fell asleep.

To be continued...
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